kade

So I feel strange today. Its spring break and I am so confused as to what to do with myself. I should try to figure out which school I want to go to. I should just go to hair school now and get it over with I think. Art school might have to wait, which is starting to make me sad. I feel like I am giving up my dream to go to art school and do my design as a career. Or see where it takes me at least. Doing hair is a new idea that I am surprised how interested I am in it. Bleh, that sounded weird. Its just weird cuz my whole life I was set to go to art school.....no doubt about it. Is that wrong? Am I taking myself down the wrong path?

So ye, I just hate it when you have nothing to do (which is good!) and I still feel apprehensive as if I should be running around trying to find another job or something. I hate normal jobs. I was thinking about applying to rasputin, but no matter what kind of job it is, as long as I have a boss telling me what to do......I always quit. Thats why I need to be an independent contractor and just get on with it.

Yesterday Audacity and I went to Santa Cruz for the day. She had a few things to do down there so we went down for the day. We went to the boardwalk of course and got the shittiest ice cream you have ever imagined. Bleh! Its nice to know the boardwalk is still shitty as ever. We went to the Saturn Cafe too. That was awesoem. They have the best vegetarian food there ever! I have a bunch of pictures, but I need to get the rest from her tonight. I will post them tomorrow or tonight hopefully. Hope you all have a good weekend!