Im gonna be lame and same life has been so lame as of lame.....I mean as of late.
I feel as though Im constantly meeting people who dont understand me. I defenatly feel like I am from another time or universe. Am I an alien? Or is everyone around me merely mortal? Hah! Man, I wish I was a fucking alien.....or better yet, robot.
Isnt there anyone out there who can test me for once?!?! Im sick of having "friends" that are just needy. I only know of a few who really try to help me out for once.....say "Kade, you're full of shit.......look at your bullshit!"
And then I go......"damn, thanks." Am I the only one who cares about bettering ones self in the search for true content and even possible happiness? People are so afraid of themselves. I couldnt imagine the possability of avoiding something within myself just because of fear. How would I get to the next level in my life? This is why the janitor at your school never gets a promotion or why the diner waitress is still serving at your hometown 20 years later or why the CEO of a huge company keeps sleeping with women on the side and completely ignores his wife. This is why our country is in the direction its headed....yeah, I said it. And this is why Im stuck in this fucking parallel of purgatory......cuz thats what it sure feels like.
I must go now take care of my roomate, one of the few concious people that I know who is now puking from food poisoning. Her stomach is sensative, why? Because we live in a world of processed foods, poisoned soils, and false marketing. And people call her a fucking hippy or a weirdo because shes trying to protect herself with better foods that we have to search long and hard for? Did you guys know that 50+ years ago, the nutrients in one head of cabbage is equal to 50 heads of cabbage today....meaning youwould have to eat 50 heads in order to get the amount of one head. Fuck this world.....you all deserve cancer for being unaware. You all choose to be unaware.....you made the decision for this world, environmentally, politically, emotionally, mentally, physically, etc. I give up. I dont have enough power to guide and babysit you stupid fuckers.
I cant fucking wait for the fossil fuels to run out.....oh no! Then we would have to use elctricity......suck that you fucking suits at the fuel companies. Then eventually (hopefully) we will all blow ourselves up like Atlantis and have to start from scratch. I truely hope we become extinct to be honest. This physical plain we live on is so fucking low in all aspects.......we think we are amazing and smart, but its all a big fucking illision.....a game even.....and youall bu into it. Im done. This game of life is lame.
I feel as though Im constantly meeting people who dont understand me. I defenatly feel like I am from another time or universe. Am I an alien? Or is everyone around me merely mortal? Hah! Man, I wish I was a fucking alien.....or better yet, robot.
Isnt there anyone out there who can test me for once?!?! Im sick of having "friends" that are just needy. I only know of a few who really try to help me out for once.....say "Kade, you're full of shit.......look at your bullshit!"
And then I go......"damn, thanks." Am I the only one who cares about bettering ones self in the search for true content and even possible happiness? People are so afraid of themselves. I couldnt imagine the possability of avoiding something within myself just because of fear. How would I get to the next level in my life? This is why the janitor at your school never gets a promotion or why the diner waitress is still serving at your hometown 20 years later or why the CEO of a huge company keeps sleeping with women on the side and completely ignores his wife. This is why our country is in the direction its headed....yeah, I said it. And this is why Im stuck in this fucking parallel of purgatory......cuz thats what it sure feels like.
I must go now take care of my roomate, one of the few concious people that I know who is now puking from food poisoning. Her stomach is sensative, why? Because we live in a world of processed foods, poisoned soils, and false marketing. And people call her a fucking hippy or a weirdo because shes trying to protect herself with better foods that we have to search long and hard for? Did you guys know that 50+ years ago, the nutrients in one head of cabbage is equal to 50 heads of cabbage today....meaning youwould have to eat 50 heads in order to get the amount of one head. Fuck this world.....you all deserve cancer for being unaware. You all choose to be unaware.....you made the decision for this world, environmentally, politically, emotionally, mentally, physically, etc. I give up. I dont have enough power to guide and babysit you stupid fuckers.
I cant fucking wait for the fossil fuels to run out.....oh no! Then we would have to use elctricity......suck that you fucking suits at the fuel companies. Then eventually (hopefully) we will all blow ourselves up like Atlantis and have to start from scratch. I truely hope we become extinct to be honest. This physical plain we live on is so fucking low in all aspects.......we think we are amazing and smart, but its all a big fucking illision.....a game even.....and youall bu into it. Im done. This game of life is lame.
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