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Friday Jun 16, 2006

Jun 16, 2006
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I think I might actually be broken. A feeling I have never before felt such as this. Ive never felt so desperately engulfed by a feeling that I felt I was going to explode. The thoughtful ideas I once relyed on wripped from underneath my foundation. Never feeling so alone that I dont even exhist physically. Everything that isn't, is me.

I suppose I had this coming. I suppose I set this into motion. But my focus was never any different from the beginning. I am a desperate, crazy fool. Honestly, I feel like I got nuthin. Ive never felt so neglectful to myself and people around me. Driving around crazily, running red lights, taking turns at 50mph, pouring tears.....this is what it comes down to. I am always againt crazy emotional whiney shit that is irrational, but now I understand that desperate ex g/f who drives of a cliff.......thats me.

Enough whining. Off with my head.
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wonderwaffles:
Your scream is burning in my viens.

It's okay to be a desperate crazy fool. It happens. Live it, don't die, and this, too, shall pass.

I get it. I've been there. Be careful, girl.
Jul 2, 2006
blood_angel:
i hope you have a great 4th , have fun and get wild
Jul 4, 2006

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