I just want to remind all of you fine people that I just can't approve any friend requests if I have never spoken to you or if you havent even left a comment on my blog. I hate to sound lame, but shit.......there are so many people on my friends list who I dont even know or remember. It just feels messy and unorganized to me. Might have to do a bit of spring cleaning on my list. So please please please....if you want to be my friend, act like it. Thanks! 
Man oh man......so I got my photoshoot pictures back froms school. I am pretty satisfied with my work and cant wait to post them....just waiting for the digi files.
I feel like I never know what to say here. I hardly ever get time to update or even reply to comment/ messages. I guess I am so stressed that I am brain dead by the time I get on here. The astrology(real astrology, not out of a mag) for today was supposed to be a good day for me to manifest and envision what I want in terms of my goals. I completely forgot to do it this morning which makes me sad. I feel as though I am being run down, stressed out, sick, and even losing hair over it which is pretty symbolic to me. I only have 2 months left at school........counting the days. I wish I had more to tal about but its my life right now.....I hate that. I hate it when something consumes me whole without my permission. Ever two seconds I am questioning my choices and wonder why I didnt just take the grant and go to art school.
The good accomplishments about school are that ever since I have gone, I have been drawing more often and getting better. Not as rusty anymore. I am also being recognized for it. People at school always aske me to draw them pictures.....just like in elementary school. I guess being creative in one sense can help activate the creative juices in other mediums. I guess I know now that being a cosmo isnt going to be forever.....one chapter in my life's tale.
Man oh man......so I got my photoshoot pictures back froms school. I am pretty satisfied with my work and cant wait to post them....just waiting for the digi files.
I feel like I never know what to say here. I hardly ever get time to update or even reply to comment/ messages. I guess I am so stressed that I am brain dead by the time I get on here. The astrology(real astrology, not out of a mag) for today was supposed to be a good day for me to manifest and envision what I want in terms of my goals. I completely forgot to do it this morning which makes me sad. I feel as though I am being run down, stressed out, sick, and even losing hair over it which is pretty symbolic to me. I only have 2 months left at school........counting the days. I wish I had more to tal about but its my life right now.....I hate that. I hate it when something consumes me whole without my permission. Ever two seconds I am questioning my choices and wonder why I didnt just take the grant and go to art school.
The good accomplishments about school are that ever since I have gone, I have been drawing more often and getting better. Not as rusty anymore. I am also being recognized for it. People at school always aske me to draw them pictures.....just like in elementary school. I guess being creative in one sense can help activate the creative juices in other mediums. I guess I know now that being a cosmo isnt going to be forever.....one chapter in my life's tale.
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I felt really bad about it, but a few days ago I deleted a few people who asked for my friendship after I made one comment but after that they never made an attempt to continue things. I think some just like to have lots of names up there. It's certainly a two way street.
Anyways...enough of my ramblings.