kade

Im in one of those states. Those unconsolable states. I just want to have fun tonight, but I am just so frusterated. I hate today already. I hate this new years. Roads are flooded. Bart is packed. Traffic is afoot. Everything is anoying me.

I could go out to this thing in the city.....but I dont want to take bart or drive. I dont want to miss out on some good house djs and some dancing. I need to dance. Sometimes I get moody like this before events cuz I need to dance it out. Its strange, but moving my body is what centers me.

Or I could stay in my town, go to a friends house for a party, keep it local and old skool. That sounds good too. But why I do have such a hard time keeping to one event. I always end up party hopping cuz I dont want to moss anything.

Im just in one of those moods. Cant make decisions. Everyone is anoying me. I dont know what Im doing tonight! Stop asking! This is what I tell them. I cant have other poeples plans be dependent on mine when im not even sure what Im doing. I dont need a reponse on this unless ur giving. Im just fucking venting.......sigh.