I think I might actually be broken. A feeling I have never before felt such as this. Ive never felt so desperately engulfed by a feeling that I felt I was going to explode. The thoughtful ideas I once relyed on wripped from underneath my foundation. Never feeling so alone that I dont even exhist physically. Everything that isn't, is me.
I suppose I had...
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People keep telling me that they saw me on G4?
I know nothing of this.....was it just a picture of me from my set? Or a video clip?
PLEASE TELL ME MORE!!!
Seeing as I know nothing about me being on TV, I must learn more.
I know nothing of this.....was it just a picture of me from my set? Or a video clip?
PLEASE TELL ME MORE!!!
Seeing as I know nothing about me being on TV, I must learn more.
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calvinkaneda:
Okay,
Invite sent.
Channel101.com is a super cool community of people who like to make crapy videos.
FOR ULTIMATE SMOOTH (with Steely Dan) check out this!
Start with episode 1.
There are other great things as well.
P.S. Check your space mail.
Invite sent.
Channel101.com is a super cool community of people who like to make crapy videos.
FOR ULTIMATE SMOOTH (with Steely Dan) check out this!
Start with episode 1.
There are other great things as well.
P.S. Check your space mail.
runelateralus:
Sadly, I missed it. Let me know if you do see yourself incase I miss the next time so I can remember to DVR it.
Wow.....I knew they were redesigning the site, but damn!
its weird not having to wake up at 6 am......and its so fucking nice. I am free fo rthe next few days at least! Until I start working on this indie film.....then state board test. I need to talk to anyone who has taken the test and has recieved their liscence. Now!
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its weird not having to wake up at 6 am......and its so fucking nice. I am free fo rthe next few days at least! Until I start working on this indie film.....then state board test. I need to talk to anyone who has taken the test and has recieved their liscence. Now!
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l7rules:
sleeeping in is pretty sweet isnt it 
rxdxt:
what's the indie film?
ELO rocks
but don't forget Manfred Mann - blinded by the light.
now that is some cool shit!
;-)
BTW saw a movie you should see, it's playing up there, called District b13.
ELO rocks
but don't forget Manfred Mann - blinded by the light.
now that is some cool shit!
;-)
BTW saw a movie you should see, it's playing up there, called District b13.
I graduated. Its done. All 1600 hours.
Fuck yeah.
For some reason I'm in a mood. I blame my roomate sometimes, but then somehow I further the agoney. How do I get in these moods? How can I avoid them.
I can feel the squeeze on my heart. Ouch.
PS- They wont let me change my profile pic......I look nothing like my current one. Nothing...
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Fuck yeah.
For some reason I'm in a mood. I blame my roomate sometimes, but then somehow I further the agoney. How do I get in these moods? How can I avoid them.
I can feel the squeeze on my heart. Ouch.
PS- They wont let me change my profile pic......I look nothing like my current one. Nothing...
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blood_angel:
well done what do you got planed now
yuriel:
i hate those moods too. like whoa -hugs-
sorry about the mood and the roomie
and im sure ya look fab anywho even if its nothing like the profile pic
<3
congrats on the graduation
... pity we cant get wasted now haha.
well you could
but ya know what i mean.
i cant very well buy ya a hookah or a pitcher ya know.
sorry about the mood and the roomie
and im sure ya look fab anywho even if its nothing like the profile pic
<3
congrats on the graduation
... pity we cant get wasted now haha.
well you could
but ya know what i mean.
i cant very well buy ya a hookah or a pitcher ya know.
So I spent last night with Chanel!
Hah! Dont I wish!
No, she came over yesterday because she had some business to take care of around my neck of the woods.
I was so happy to finally meet her! Once she got out of my house, she jumped out of the car and screamed in disbelief that she was finally out of her car....
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Hah! Dont I wish!
No, she came over yesterday because she had some business to take care of around my neck of the woods.
I was so happy to finally meet her! Once she got out of my house, she jumped out of the car and screamed in disbelief that she was finally out of her car....
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kittycore:
thanx for the add!
you have the cheekiest smile it's adorable!
you have the cheekiest smile it's adorable!
borealis:
YEA - SOME GALS HAVE ALL THE LUCK- LEAVING THE HOUSE W/O LEAVING THE HOUSE.. HOW MAGIC CAN THAT BE 
I'D LOVE FOR A SUPER HERO TOO STOP ON BY..... WOULD TIME STOP..SURE HOPE SOO. ANYWAY VERY GLAD THAT SCHOOL DID'NT GET IN THE WAY!!! STAY CUTE 
I'D LOVE FOR A SUPER HERO TOO STOP ON BY..... WOULD TIME STOP..SURE HOPE SOO. ANYWAY VERY GLAD THAT SCHOOL DID'NT GET IN THE WAY!!! STAY CUTE So a friend of mine entered into this short film contest on MTV and got into the top 5 or something like that. So his next step was to make a sort of commercial or promo clip for his movie. And it is to be played at the MTV Movie Awards and to be voted on. Im defenatly no fan of MTV but its awesome...
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rrat:
where are you? miss ya!
beautiful_chaos:
will do!
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dewees:
she got her web pierced.. i guess her glands are all fucked up from it. poor girl.
yeah man, we totally should. i left you a voicemail with my number, if you didn't get it i can message it to you.
yeah man, we totally should. i left you a voicemail with my number, if you didn't get it i can message it to you.
rrat:
eager to see new set. why is sg not posting?
I just want to remind all of you fine people that I just can't approve any friend requests if I have never spoken to you or if you havent even left a comment on my blog. I hate to sound lame, but shit.......there are so many people on my friends list who I dont even know or remember. It just feels messy and unorganized to...
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doozer:
No worries...it's rare that I even request friendship...besides, I just found your journal and also rejection is no fun.
I felt really bad about it, but a few days ago I deleted a few people who asked for my friendship after I made one comment but after that they never made an attempt to continue things. I think some just like to have lots of names up there. It's certainly a two way street.
Anyways...enough of my ramblings.
I felt really bad about it, but a few days ago I deleted a few people who asked for my friendship after I made one comment but after that they never made an attempt to continue things. I think some just like to have lots of names up there. It's certainly a two way street.
Anyways...enough of my ramblings.
rouge44:
hey. how are you?
Going to see John_B tonight. It will be nice to see him again.
I got my pictures back from my set and they are pretty fucking cool. Cant wait to see it go up on here.
All for now.....too tired, must have a disco nap.
I got my pictures back from my set and they are pretty fucking cool. Cant wait to see it go up on here.
All for now.....too tired, must have a disco nap.
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karklath:
I'll smoke to that
Hey, ever go to sleep right after taking shrooms..... that's a disco nap for sure, filled with all crazy sorts of shit.
Hey, ever go to sleep right after taking shrooms..... that's a disco nap for sure, filled with all crazy sorts of shit.
rrat:
Kade -- when does the set appear or is the date a surprise??!?
Thanks for all your support, but I lost my phone almost a month ago. That thing is long gone and whoever has it is stoked. Im over it and have had a new phone for a while now. I let it go, maybe you all should too.
Im in love with Tiffany by the way. Ever since her first DJ set, Ive been such a...
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glassheart:
nope. i met him at the dessert party though. I heard you did though! why d'ya ask?
theslant:
Hooky is fun. Hooky for recouping from (and basking in the afterglow of) intensive artistry is also fun.
Are these photoshoots for a magazine, or some other kind of publication?
Are these photoshoots for a magazine, or some other kind of publication?
I shot a set with Idjiit yesterday. It went pretty smooth and I cant wait to see the pictures edited and what not. He was a really chill mellow guy which made things nice.
Other than that I have been so busy.......life is so fucking crazy these days. I have two photoshoots coming up tomorrow and the next day. I am gonna be so exhausted....
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Other than that I have been so busy.......life is so fucking crazy these days. I have two photoshoots coming up tomorrow and the next day. I am gonna be so exhausted....
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matt87:
can't wait
wonderwaffles:
Call it, you'll find it.
Life's a void to be filled with activity and drugs, so business isn't all so bad. Just remember to stare off into the prism sea on occasion, keep yourself sane, you'll be stellar.
Life's a void to be filled with activity and drugs, so business isn't all so bad. Just remember to stare off into the prism sea on occasion, keep yourself sane, you'll be stellar.
It's okay to be a desperate crazy fool. It happens. Live it, don't die, and this, too, shall pass.
I get it. I've been there. Be careful, girl.