Well it's been a while but I'm back writing again. I worked for most of the weekend, therefore nothing new and interesting to write socially.

As far as branching out and living on my own, I'm still not too sure about that. I keep getting new ideas from everyone around about what is the best choice for me ... and I'm the only one without...
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Continuing on with my topic of being on my own, which seems to be all I care about lately, I have a friend that is totally ready for an apartment and he's more dependable than the sun rising. We're not best friends either, so I think that will save us trouble in the long run. I think the only thing I need to move out...
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It's a new day and I'm awake ... before the day should start again.

I'm hating college, and I'm ready for my life to start. I think it's time for something new, and I'm pretty sure of this. I can't wait three more years to start a career. I'm getting a job, I'm getting a home ( because where I live now is definitely not...
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Right on ... I have pictures finally ... I might not be looking my best ever but I have pictures ... woo !!

Other than this ... I'm feeling smart and all that ... cuz I'm figuring out what I'm doing with this life ...

Current Music - Saosin - Lost Symphonies

I'll write something good in these next few days ... my brain is working on something amazing ... choices are being made, new ideas are being introduced ... and as far as I can tell .. I'll be a better person for it ...

Current Music - Murder by Death - You Are The Last Dragon

Yeah it's six AM here ... and I'm awake ... but only because I spent the entire night awake ... and I'll be going to sleep soon. I don't want to. I miss the mornings. I'm tired of having days start in the afternoon. I skip so many classes, and I don't want to. I'm tired of the people around me and how different I...
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It's two days until I throw the largest party I've ever had in my house. I can imagine now the craziness that's going to ensue. Every bad thing that comes into my head will probably happen here. I'm wishing no one has sex on my bed, and I'm praying no one breaks anything important. In the end, this will probably shape up to be one...
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I had a pretty boring/sad weekend ... but I guess I like to have those every now and again .. because it reminds me of who I am and what's around me ... it keeps me trying to "get out of this little town" ... lol just like everyone else ...

But like Charlie Buckett said ... I want it more than everyone else ......
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Soon ...

Current Music - Melancholy

Mix -

Counting Crows - Colorblind
Smashing Pumpkins - Stumbliene
Verve Pipe - Freshmen
Elton John - Tiny Dancer
Tori Amos & Maynard - Muhammad My Friend
Gary Jules - Mad World
Dido - Thank You
Johnny Cash - Hurt
CKY - Close Yet Far
A Perfect Circle - The Nurse Who Loved Me
... and more

... I...
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Right, so I have a media analyzation class and we're learning about analytical lenses used in order to observe movies, television. and other mediums. The idea is so interesting I've decided to write a paper explaining Donnie Darko though Marxist, Psychological, Semiotical, and Sociological lenses. What's weird is that I don't have to write the paper for any reason. I'm just compelled, I feel so...
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