Two entries in one day.. well, crossing over midnight
Quote gives nothing away about me really ha, only that you'd never hear me utter the words "stupid little life"?!? *sigh*
Just used all the hot water, extra long shower... mm
Love it! Especially seeing as it's nearly a frost outside and I'm biggest wimp during winter !! ! !!
Refreshed now though, like the days dramas just washed away. Temporarily pure and warm!
Rain gives similar pleasure, clean slate :-)
Brief intro before I dive into bed attempt to prolong relaxed calm mood (blanket layed upon layer) favourite place to be during rainy nights, just something so erotic about storms... . .
Current goal = career orientated
Up till now just taken things as they come..
CV's a mess with 6 months here *complete different direction* 6 months there
No long term goal, lack ambition and direction hmm
bla de bla tired of so called "helpful" uni friends preaching how career is important part of identity
*cough* BULLSHIT *cough* I'm sure we all have days, shit months.. feel like this, slave it out only to pay the bills.
No progress really, only discovery fuck "import part of identity" and fuck "helpful" friends
What about happines and gratification being more highly regarded then cash and status
Glady exchange lower pay rate for less stress!
Still no clue what I want as occupation and begining to loose faith that there is such thing as a job you
A. Enjoy
B. Can make decent living from wages
Sounds simple enough... . .
Current boss driving me to the bridge
All reflected in my morbid dreams where I'm tearing her to pieces with high powered lawnmower - WTF
Any random suggestions valued,
Whats your day job?
Time for another shower I think .. . .. /end rant on the internet now thats off my chest ha hopefully peaceful dreams
K.
zzz z z
Quote gives nothing away about me really ha, only that you'd never hear me utter the words "stupid little life"?!? *sigh*
Just used all the hot water, extra long shower... mm
Love it! Especially seeing as it's nearly a frost outside and I'm biggest wimp during winter !! ! !!
Refreshed now though, like the days dramas just washed away. Temporarily pure and warm!
Rain gives similar pleasure, clean slate :-)
Brief intro before I dive into bed attempt to prolong relaxed calm mood (blanket layed upon layer) favourite place to be during rainy nights, just something so erotic about storms... . .
Current goal = career orientated
Up till now just taken things as they come..
CV's a mess with 6 months here *complete different direction* 6 months there
No long term goal, lack ambition and direction hmm
bla de bla tired of so called "helpful" uni friends preaching how career is important part of identity
*cough* BULLSHIT *cough* I'm sure we all have days, shit months.. feel like this, slave it out only to pay the bills.
No progress really, only discovery fuck "import part of identity" and fuck "helpful" friends
What about happines and gratification being more highly regarded then cash and status
Glady exchange lower pay rate for less stress!
Still no clue what I want as occupation and begining to loose faith that there is such thing as a job you
A. Enjoy
B. Can make decent living from wages
Sounds simple enough... . .
Current boss driving me to the bridge
All reflected in my morbid dreams where I'm tearing her to pieces with high powered lawnmower - WTF
Any random suggestions valued,
Whats your day job?
Time for another shower I think .. . .. /end rant on the internet now thats off my chest ha hopefully peaceful dreams
K.
zzz z z
tetrisbrokeme:
oh my god! you have my career problems! wow! wait until you find the job you want but can't get it because you don't know enough people that will let you into the industry. fuckers!