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It's been a pretty quiet weekend.

I love my rooms 50x more than I did before I got these curtains, so worth it. And from now on, the lighting will always been good in here so I will always look good waking up next to someone. Ha!

It's just very me. I love it!

Not sure what I'm doing today, probably laundry and cleaning, as if it were Sunday.

I wish I had a date or something. I never thought I'd say that, because I hate "dating." That sounds kind of nice, though. I don't have friends, so I only ever get to hang out with my sister when she's not held up in her WoW cave, taking shit from her undeserving boyfriend.

Sigh, but I digress.

I've been very weepy in my blog, lately, but even more weepy in person.

I can't date people my age because they seem smallish and silly. They can't teach me anything, they can't surprise me. I'm probably going to be alone for a very long time. That's alright, I guess, because I'm "young," whatever that means. I just need projects to keep my weepy mind busy.

I guess I can always use one of those cheesy self-worth mantras: "I am worth it! I will find love! I am a good person! I will find friends! I will be successful! I will not end up a cat or dachshund lady! I will not die alone!"

It's not working.