How could it not? I destroy on a daily - no, hourly - basis. MAybe even more. I don't eat right. I smoke way too much. I never work out - although I pretend like I do cardio once a day which is really more like once or twice a week. No, maybe that's a lie.
OK Don't read this because it makes no sense. I am just lazy and shitty and unproductive and maybe, maybe I'll just be done with it.
I am not crazy - at least not anymore than anyone else I know. Maybe I wish I was crazier, but where would that get me.
Blahhhhhh I hate feeling like I want to live in any other part of my life but now. I keep jumping between memories and fantasies.
I just wish I could scream out everything I've ever felt about everything. I hate letting people and things silently bother me.
Well I am making progress - I said cooch the other night as I was threatening some strange boy. LOL. Just laugh.
OK Don't read this because it makes no sense. I am just lazy and shitty and unproductive and maybe, maybe I'll just be done with it.
I am not crazy - at least not anymore than anyone else I know. Maybe I wish I was crazier, but where would that get me.
Blahhhhhh I hate feeling like I want to live in any other part of my life but now. I keep jumping between memories and fantasies.
I just wish I could scream out everything I've ever felt about everything. I hate letting people and things silently bother me.
Well I am making progress - I said cooch the other night as I was threatening some strange boy. LOL. Just laugh.