jynastar

need some sleep.
i have to get offline, mostly because and have broken up again and are whining to me. its funny caz is on the phone and is on aim...
oh christ.
jameson if you are reading this, i was trying to im you ..ahha

i wonder if you can be drunk or high by assocication. its been a weird night.
it feels like a weekend. everyone i have talked to in the last few hours is either high, pretending to be or remembering a time that they were, drunk or drinking while online or making me wish that i was.
patrick was drinking while we were chatting. it got...
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i wonder if you can be drunk or high by assocication. its been a weird night.
it feels like a weekend. everyone i have talked to in the last few hours is either high, pretending to be or remembering a time that they were, drunk or drinking while online or making me wish that i was.
patrick was drinking while we were chatting. it got...
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i had something in mind for this entry and that all got shot to hell. instead this is gunna be the funny pictures of people entry i think.
i still was thinking of if i should put up this amazingly gorgeous pic of that just makes me melt. instead though i think im gunna give up on that.
and i have have been talking about...
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its one of those days.
i wrote this huge essay thingy that just kind of evolved about that special time of the night that isnt really night time anymore and isnt quite morning. showed it off to a few freinds and they were laughing thier asses off.
talked to seanie about doing some new pics for me caz i definatley need some new ones. we...
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its been a great day. i will have to go into it all later but it ended in watching south park and that can only make you happy.
lots of cute boys in freindster talking to me.
very nice

got in a huge talk with nat about what exactly is the make up of what he calls pansy pop
its a great theory of what bands all fall into the pansy pop lable,
geee mikey maybe if we ever need a name for a sub divison of the label...
today was an 8 almost done with silent hill 3 which makes me sad.
got...
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i had this brillant streak of luck today that i wanna write until my fingers fall off but instead im going to just relax for the evening.
besides its hard to type with yapping in my ear...bastard

sounds stupid but after having a chat about the loss of virginity with a freind tonight, i have to second think all the boys and girls that i have messed with.
i guess its a learning experince this sex thing. you are raised to have guilt about your body and what you do with it.
people think that if theyd dont have you look at...
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what should have been a bad day turned to be the best day of my life kinda. at least you know where you stand when people come out of the woodwork to say that they love you.
every time i think i should just move on with the problem with something happens.
well i talked to the other night about it all.
basically he said...
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