jynastar

i love the changes to sg. the sad part is i had to start the journal entries twice because the smileys arent working as of yet. that kinda killed my whole scheme of things. thats ok.
i can adapt and overcome.
so just after i posted the last entry "the pig" seemed to notice. well at least it was someone that thought they were the...
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i feel like i have been living with one hand on the tirgger the last few weeks. too much having fun, not enought dedication to trying to find work. oh well
just read the belated journal of . i love when people post days after the fact. i have to write when stuiff happens otherwise i tend to forget things. or i have this thing...
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once again i'm craving junk food hardcore in the middle of the night. i'm starting to wonder if i have a tapeworm or something. scared the crap out of me the other night and was like well maybe you are preganant or something. first off that would be a side effect of actually getting laid. sigh. had sex the other night of course but i...
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lots of loneliness online the last few days. its been a long last couple of days. my brain is about to slide out of my head at this point.
i'm struggling to work on this website, not really sure how to use the software for storyspace as seeing i cant get images to upload yet.
damned thing.

had an intresting convo with p today. he thinks that im afraid to be in love.
its an intresting thought. of course he isnt one to have any room to talk because the boy has spent his whole life running from anyone that cared about him.
still am i?
it makes for an intresting question doesnt it.

long nite. i write later

fucking a dude i swear that i never do shit right. its fucking amazing. i have been really sick fo rthe last few days and the last thing i wanted to hear was the cahtter of a thousand stupid tounges flapping in the breeze about nothing.
still listening to the fights of and which are getting progressivley more intense. i'm hoping they do get married...
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if you like sarcasm and swearing enjoy some cartoons
cat rant

i hate bitching about people but since i know that you are reading this i shall hand over a little piece of my mind.
first off let there be no mistake who this was written for. i dont want all of you to later tell me that you made the mistake and thought it was you.
think .
anyways heres the long and short of...
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today is a little better. had a boring time out at the bar. it was so dead. got to see a few people i missed caz i have been a bum and not really leaving the hosue lately. i hate being poor.
i am the most paranoid person on earth. i think that j is avoiding me and i get this sick feeling in my...
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