jynastar

when i woke up from the dream i realized one thing. i was still terribly in love with but it wasnt just that. i was in love with the night sky, and the way the wind tossed the curtins with invisable fingers. the way the light of the tv screen flickered in the darkness.
the way i felt alive in this moment. captured as if...
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oh shit i had the most beautiful dream last night.
i am starting to believe that maybe there is a reason to my exsistance after all

i need a nap. thanks for the advice last night folks. still waiting for the jury to come back with the verdict here on her behavior

i linked a bunch of people from my aol journal to read in here because that damned thing has a limit of 2500 characters before it cuts you off. sg on the other hand will let you type until your fingers fall off. only itwill only keep the entry for thirty days/
so now that we are all here, or for anyone new joining us,...
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i hate family holidays full report tomarrow.
random note of the night.
its my ambition in life to teach english to cab drivers

today was among the really shitty days that i would to forget. more on that tomarrow.

i just realized the irony of my away message saying i have been sleeping for three hours now yet here i am still online...you mean this isnt all just some wonderful dream?

i made a choice to post more of my articles in here. that is coming soon. thanks those that asked about it

thanks for the kissy mikey.
back at you
i had a really boring day. nothing worth writing about. i can post this poem i wrote if anyone wants to read it.
this is for all you musicans out there...

-untitled- (give it a name if you want)
delicate spirals of black decend down his cheeks
masking the warmth of his golden eyes
flushed, reddedned with...
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what really annoys me is when people that you make a point of leaving out of things keep trying to get recentered in your world.
its like i am not a mean person. i hate being mean to people but for gawdsakes know when your use has come up and be on your way.
for example we have a certin person that likes to leave...
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went out with some freinds and just happened to run into . ok so it was more like i know where she was working tonight.
had a wonderful time.
leaving with the stars shinning bright i nearly skipped back to the car.