jynastar

its never easy to watch something bad happen to your freinds. i would be able to go into the feelings about my dear freind being terribly ill but its so much easier to put up the link from her journal.
ambs journal
i was more than excited to check email today and sitting in front of my email inbox was a message from . i...
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ever have one of those nights that you arent even sure how you got back home?
i will have to explain this one later.

everyday is a winding road. i was glad i didnt go to the party for the drug dealer bartender tonight. i dont have respect for that shit. really i dont.
its hard to explain ya know.
i'm talking to my on the ole im and shes getting really nasty flirty which makes me wonder why the fuck i am sitting here playing with a computer...
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the world is a funny place at 4 am. tons of crazy people are still talking to me about fuck knows what. let me make a detailed list if i could to share with my loves here.
jameson is our resident mr fucking issues this evening with some minor gf jealousy issues and such.
then we got lycia and kate coming in at number two...
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the most wonderful thing in the world is garlic bread. chese garlic bread. and i were chilling on the bed being silly and eating bread sticks and such as if it was great amusment. i should have taken pics.
at one point when her man came home not even asking why we are laying in the bed eating garlic bread just smiles and snags a...
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i woke up three times today, each moment the first thought across my mind was . what was she doing? what was she wearing? what was she thinking? so i called her.
"hi sweetie"
me "hey what ya doing?"
"nothing? whats going on with you?"
some small talk for a short period of time, convo ends and i fall into sweet dreams of her.
its...
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oh my shit...life is getting much better. now some crazy folks have started dissing my freinds and making an online role playing game about their lives

worked all day today, talked to the folks at ur. got somet work doen for article.

a few people i loves realtionships are falling apart right now.

what a night. i shall have to write a novel tomarrow. im just sooo blah...fucking a dude. someone want to put my life back together for me?
i think i just need some time.

somethings in life can be explained. for example the sickly feeling that came over me today.
i dont know. i just feel like im trapped.
i cant even talk caz its hard to cry and type at the same time.
i'll get over it.
i always do
you find strenght in the stranges places told me on the phone as i took my late night...
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on man. the mail has been coming in. im still in shock about the whole proposal thing.
it went a little something like this...just talking. "jyn, i have been thinking about this for awhile."
"uh ok" (me talking)
"yeah"
"what?"
"there is something that i wanted to tell ya"
not jyn i love you and you are all i think about and what not despite...
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