jynastar

im proud someone wrote an article about ben lee on here. i got called a poser by p awhile back not being up on my ben lee knowledge.

currently having the love sucks convo.
its very annoying.
very annoying.
i dont know man.
misery loves compnay but i want someone to love being misrable with me for once....damnit

i dont have to go into all of it now but since i know you are reading this, i just wanted to say a heartfelt thanks to mat, jonny,dan, garret, patrick, and especially greg for the support in the last 24 hours.
i dont deserve the love i get from you guys. you had no reason to take my side on all of this but...
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oh my shit. got some more cute pics of my loveley . so beautiful....sigh. i think i wanted to run over there and hump the crap out of her after the pic she just sent me.
omg...stops....to breathe.
finds breath..ok
i know j and the folkd are telling me to wathc all this shit with her because they think that im only gunna get hurt...
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strange days. gotta love talking to male freinds that are drunk. somewhere always comes the why dont you come over here and sleep with me part of the convo. only i dont know which way seanie meant that.
i dont think him sharing a hotel room with is helping much either. its like hey fly out here and bring us beer and you can sleep...
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i have the worst headache. went to see freddy vs jason and it was intresting. actually it was really funny. really funny.
when i talked to today it was the typical speech that sent my heart a flutter. omg i love that girl.
there is more that i could ramble on about but for once people arent iming me so i might get some sleep...
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jameson and mel went on a shopping trip for the band and called me easgerly to say they spent like 300 at office max on stuff for the bands press kit. insane i tell ya. very cute though.
jameson and melynda
i love this pic.
anyways, its late some guy that claims to be a special ed teacher was chatting at me. im really kinda...
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the poor little fools that we are went out to play at the bar today. i had about ten bucks in my pocket. peter was the rich one. i felt bad being a mooch but you know how it goes folks.
the fight at the after party is still a big topic on conversation today. all i know is there are a few diffrent events...
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last night was definatley something. i dont know what it was yet but it was something to write about. the show was great, got to see a lot of cool people but i missed out on running into andrea who made such an effort to find me. i tried to call back so many times but it ws just too damned noisey in there. the...
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id like to extend an appolgy to a few peoples. sorry if it seemed that i was down on you guys. (you all know who you are) i went back and read that journal entry in question and i shouldnt have made it sound like i was ragging on what you were doing. i totally think you all rock and if it doesnt bother the...
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