jynastar

its really hard to explain feeling of love. i think love and hate are such a closely linked emotion that its impossible to really experince either in any way that makes rational sense.
love is like falling down really fast and not having the ability to get back up. its that sinking feeling inside that you feel so alone with your heart out there in your hands trying to pawn it off on anything walking by in a pair of tight jeans.
but now it all is starting to take hold of me againg becuase the last few nights i just cant get out of my mind.
maybe its because of the things that have happened the last few weeks, maybe its more but i cant stop thinking about the possiblity that maybe some day something big is going to happen here.
that is just me wishing for wothless things though