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Sunday Nov 09, 2003

Nov 8, 2003
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sometimes i think i live in a soap opera. it feels that way.
in a strange introspective way i have ecome the wise answer woman of the village and all the folks near and far have wandered over to me to ask their one question as they press my palm with some silver coin.
i dont know the meaning of life and i never will.
but until then i am the one that everyone comes to when the world is falling apart.
between it all, confused has been keeping my busy with his world shattering all around him.
now it sounds bad to say that it was his own damn fault. i hate when people call his ex the town whore, because i do have a lot of respect her in ways that dont involve her lower half getting freindly with some stranger.
smile isnt a bad person and i never try to make it sound like that, i think that some people just arent right for each other.
or sometimes that someone may be right for you during one point in your life but you grow up and you move on.
they are stuck in the period where they keep replaying the same part where it didnt work out.
its like a record stuck int he same scratched groove and each time it just spins and spins with no where to go just playing over the same miserable tale again and again.
each time the situation and its a more fucked up bastardized version than before.
just leave each other alone i try to say but who am i?
i can be the one to give advice but no one seems to take it and it falls on deaf ears again and again.
just stay together and be misrable than. but they wont.
each time i hear its over i almost laugh.
this time she fucked her boss he says. its over he says
yeah wait until tomarrow.
but for the time being it is quiet on the western front and his instant messages have been silly instead of homicidal.
apparently everything seems ok with him. confused has been laughing and carrying on all night (at least the last three hours) with me and we are getting way too silly for our own good.
just a random thought on the smurfs. we were wondering if anyone truly knew what that show was about.
"i'll smurf you in the fucking smurf with my smurf" that was the complexity of the dialouge. seriously.
you need severe head trama for this plot to make sense.
well enough of my ranting for one night. im sure i will have more than enough material for a good entry (hahah good entry tomarrow.

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