jynastar

an uneventful evening has fallen over me. went out with a few freinds to look for halloween costumes for a party that is tomarrow. they wanted to be hicks and cant seem to find anything that works.
how do you not find hick clothes at kmart? i dont get it.
so it was an intresting night. my entertainment got cut short by my buddy the fearless webmaster updating the message board and such so i couldnt play on that.
i feel so useless when i'm not playing online.
its like if i cant play on a website all night what am i going to do? sleep? its overrated i tell ya.
a few random notes of the evening. i realized i dont like how terry makes me feel in from belitting me in front of people. just random comments, your freinds are dumb. well..i wont even bother with a reply.
its freezing inside the house. at least i have iming me like crazy about random shite.
lastest deal is all about taking a std test.
i really do believe that everyone should get tested at least yearly.
i havent been tested in over a year. i really should go again. i dont think that i have any reason to be worried but i dont want three years from now to have something spring on me.
is really worried though and i'm trying to get em to stop freaking out. it doesnt seem to be working though.
no matter what i say its only followed with insecure babbling.
i'm a terrible freind thinking if i have pretzels.
i think hes gunna be fine but at the same time...well ... ...sigh
i hate how people give her such a hard time. its not that shes a bad girl. i love her to death and all but there is a reason everyone talks about her sex life. she makes it way to public. that and admiting that shes uh involved in the bedroom olympics with half the neighbourhood. i can see why is freaking out knowing his whatever they are now had fucked half of the folks he knows.
sigh.
i wish i had some good advice but i dont. i havent ever had a perfect relationship.
i just walked out on the convo to make a sandwhich. yeah i suck
time for bed