just a short entry before bed i try to tell myself. i know i will have to continue tomarrow night though. too much has happened in the last 72 hours to even begin to explain. between parties, cd signings, drunken nights with freinds, concerts, roaming the streets without a care, freinds fighting, laughter, being pleased that p found a new boy to suck face with that is apparently from canada, hearing 
took off with some guy right under 
's nose last night and may or may not have given a little suck chore in the car almost made kill her, spending time doing the things that are important to me, ignoring my life online for just a few days, missing seeing erin while she was in town, not getting to talk to jameson caz his phone got turned off, using 300 mins on my cellphone in the last week.
if lighting causes madness then i am beyond repair at this point.
there is a strange connection with germany in the last 24 hours that had me and
very confused. we were sitting outside tower records staring into the street light chatting over smokes and a bagel when for whatever reason i broke into what she was in the process of saying to mention i got a job offer in germany. i wont have to move but i am going to take it i think. it gets stranger. she laughs and says that she is doing some modeling in germany and just found out. well....
now i am almost tempted to take a trip. she flies out in two weeks. maybe i should go meet my new boss...its only fair.
as for 's lovely man 
, heather almost beheaded him last night when he slipped and told some gossip that gg has passed along in confidence to him. oops. that blabber mouth boy.
so heather finds out, starts screaming at me and crystal that we know of gg's dating delemia and had left her out of the picture.
i had one reason for not telling heather, mostly i didnt want to see her murder her sister plain and simple.
still not a reason to be chasing through tower records but i will settle for we are all insane.
well im going to sleep for a bit.
took off with some guy right under 's nose last night and may or may not have given a little suck chore in the car almost made kill her, spending time doing the things that are important to me, ignoring my life online for just a few days, missing seeing erin while she was in town, not getting to talk to jameson caz his phone got turned off, using 300 mins on my cellphone in the last week.
if lighting causes madness then i am beyond repair at this point.
there is a strange connection with germany in the last 24 hours that had me and
very confused. we were sitting outside tower records staring into the street light chatting over smokes and a bagel when for whatever reason i broke into what she was in the process of saying to mention i got a job offer in germany. i wont have to move but i am going to take it i think. it gets stranger. she laughs and says that she is doing some modeling in germany and just found out. well....
now i am almost tempted to take a trip. she flies out in two weeks. maybe i should go meet my new boss...its only fair.
as for
's lovely man , heather almost beheaded him last night when he slipped and told some gossip that gg has passed along in confidence to him. oops. that blabber mouth boy.
so heather finds out, starts screaming at me and crystal that we know of gg's dating delemia and had left her out of the picture.
i had one reason for not telling heather, mostly i didnt want to see her murder her sister plain and simple.
still not a reason to be chasing
through tower records but i will settle for we are all insane.
well im going to sleep for a bit.