its an asshatish day today and i cant figure out for the life of me if i'm the ass.
you know that type of day that you just want to slam your head in the door just to see if anyone even notices?
well heres my last 24 hours in no particular order.
forwarned
about something last night only to have em be kinda a snot to me. for soemtone to end an email in i'm not trying to sound snobby, only makes it sound like yes you are being a snob you prick. heres the email part i be talking about.
how odd. i won't justify that with responses. thanks
for sending it, though. fortunately, the issue is
already dead and we're not concerning ourselves with
it anymore. too busy with the "real" industry.
sorry if that sounds snotty.
d
ok that only made you sound like a huge prick yo. i know what he means but shit, that only was like man...waht the fuck.
i know it wasnt meant to be towards me but still.
someone tried to put me on the chopping block for some random bullshit today. i am the worlds greatst martry i'm starting to feel.
its so fucked up when you really think about it. the lives of people are so petty its all a he said, she said nightmare. when you look at my life its a storybook for the idiocy of others around me. i take in what i can learn but i think humanity is all just this big project or experiment to test the reactions of other people. there are poeple out there i just dont care for and that sounds aweful as seeing i have the rep for being the greatest person on the planet earth. but like everyone other person i eat and shit and steal and get into trouble. i feel bad that i got a few freinds in an uproar over the last few days over various things. what it comes down to is that without telling poeple to fuck off, i love you all my freinds but i want ya to know what you know and respect that i am a very private person and i do some things you wont be proud of.
so as ususal people have their panties in a bunch over what i did or said or will do next.
i dont really know what to say but i'll ride it out. its no the first and it wont be the last. still what makes you a bit stronger each day.
havent done much caz i have been a shut in with my fucking allegeries botheringme. i'm allegric to everything , mostly everything outside between sprind and autumn so outside is a dangerous place for me right now.
someone put up a nice pic from my b-day party last year. thanks melissa and zach on a message board that i frequent. i hate myself in pics. i always feel gross and fat if that makes any sense.
well before i rant more i'll post a quick link to the ill fated pic where i appear to have 4 chins and leave it at that
unhappy b-day to me
you know that type of day that you just want to slam your head in the door just to see if anyone even notices?
well heres my last 24 hours in no particular order.
forwarned
about something last night only to have em be kinda a snot to me. for soemtone to end an email in i'm not trying to sound snobby, only makes it sound like yes you are being a snob you prick. heres the email part i be talking about.
how odd. i won't justify that with responses. thanks
for sending it, though. fortunately, the issue is
already dead and we're not concerning ourselves with
it anymore. too busy with the "real" industry.
sorry if that sounds snotty.
d
ok that only made you sound like a huge prick yo. i know what he means but shit, that only was like man...waht the fuck.
i know it wasnt meant to be towards me but still.
someone tried to put me on the chopping block for some random bullshit today. i am the worlds greatst martry i'm starting to feel.
its so fucked up when you really think about it. the lives of people are so petty its all a he said, she said nightmare. when you look at my life its a storybook for the idiocy of others around me. i take in what i can learn but i think humanity is all just this big project or experiment to test the reactions of other people. there are poeple out there i just dont care for and that sounds aweful as seeing i have the rep for being the greatest person on the planet earth. but like everyone other person i eat and shit and steal and get into trouble. i feel bad that i got a few freinds in an uproar over the last few days over various things. what it comes down to is that without telling poeple to fuck off, i love you all my freinds but i want ya to know what you know and respect that i am a very private person and i do some things you wont be proud of.
so as ususal people have their panties in a bunch over what i did or said or will do next.
i dont really know what to say but i'll ride it out. its no the first and it wont be the last. still what makes you a bit stronger each day.
havent done much caz i have been a shut in with my fucking allegeries botheringme. i'm allegric to everything , mostly everything outside between sprind and autumn so outside is a dangerous place for me right now.
someone put up a nice pic from my b-day party last year. thanks melissa and zach on a message board that i frequent. i hate myself in pics. i always feel gross and fat if that makes any sense.
well before i rant more i'll post a quick link to the ill fated pic where i appear to have 4 chins and leave it at that
unhappy b-day to me