so much strangeness in the air. i am always pulled in a bunch of different directions at once. but that is how i like it.
i listened to a few people talk about thier problems and realized that if i dont keep my hands busy and work on everything i can throw myself into then i'm useless.
i have been editing my resume for the 99th time in the last two weeks. still no jobs out there to be had.
doesnt matter.
yeah i'm poor but i'm happy and that is most important thing of all time.
faced a total betrayal at the hands of a former freind that i dont even want to talk about right now. fuck you shane.
fuck shane sideways with a hacksaw. but yeah. back to ranting mindlessly.
was blessed with melissa treating me to some new vocabualry last night. i dont know the meaning of either "asshat" or "filarious:" but thanks to both mel and rachel for teaching me to speak whatever language we are talking in at 4 am.
its strange to think of all the celebs that have died lately. they all seem to die in threes. as the third takes his place in the ground, the dead pool has reset. i still ahve $100 on the queen mum.
sounds stupid to say on a porn site but the whole getting naked thing has been making me think. well mostly about
again which means jameson is gunna kick me. i cant help it though. with 
already knowing the whole situation at hand, his only advice was to let make the choice caz he didnt want to be strung along by here either.
she made her choice, and with no hard feelings we all moved on. but here it comes again.
whatever was going on with
and i is still unresolved. to say the least. as for 
and 
still a big mess.
p is still trying to find true love and it isnt going well. its 4:30 and i better go to bed now.
i listened to a few people talk about thier problems and realized that if i dont keep my hands busy and work on everything i can throw myself into then i'm useless.
i have been editing my resume for the 99th time in the last two weeks. still no jobs out there to be had.
doesnt matter.
yeah i'm poor but i'm happy and that is most important thing of all time.
faced a total betrayal at the hands of a former freind that i dont even want to talk about right now. fuck you shane.
fuck shane sideways with a hacksaw. but yeah. back to ranting mindlessly.
was blessed with melissa treating me to some new vocabualry last night. i dont know the meaning of either "asshat" or "filarious:" but thanks to both mel and rachel for teaching me to speak whatever language we are talking in at 4 am.
its strange to think of all the celebs that have died lately. they all seem to die in threes. as the third takes his place in the ground, the dead pool has reset. i still ahve $100 on the queen mum.
sounds stupid to say on a porn site but the whole getting naked thing has been making me think. well mostly about
again which means jameson is gunna kick me. i cant help it though. with already knowing the whole situation at hand, his only advice was to let make the choice caz he didnt want to be strung along by here either.
she made her choice,
and with no hard feelings we all moved on. but here it comes again.
whatever was going on with
and i is still unresolved. to say the least. as for and still a big mess.
p is still trying to find true love and it isnt going well. its 4:30 and i better go to bed now.