jynastar

this sounds like a terrible thing to say but you get to that point where you are just too mature for half of the shit going around you. i was at a party tongiht that was pretty good except for the fact that a few freinds of mine were..well
i dont know. its hard to explain but just watching everyone talk around me i realized how bored i was with the whole thing.
i know some of them might read this and i feel terrible but its one of those things that i have to keep reminding myself that i cant just be going out getting drunk and listening to old stories about bashing mailboxes anymore.
its sad because i love my freinds very much but im about a world apart from all that now.
and you cant tell people that you are bored because they already think that i am better than them. its not that that its just that shit. i wish i didnt drink then i could type like a normal human being tongiht.
go toga party...
oh apparently according to rumor and i are having a relationship. so i told em that i broke upw ith him. i think he may be sad. haha
i think im just gunna have to tell the truth. when crystal asked me thwat i was thinking i would have done if he was like uh well i'd like it if you did like me like that.
thinks and blush.
saw tonight.
ever notice those people that dont walk they just float? glide on air like they are too pure to even touch the ground. lets sayi that seeing in nothing but a white bedsheet all evening. thats to a for the party.
also say ride the the mechanical bull. sigh
dies laughing
i think i better stop caz well you know. im drunk