jynastar

somethings in life can be explained. for example the sickly feeling that came over me today.
i dont know. i just feel like im trapped.
i cant even talk caz its hard to cry and type at the same time.
i'll get over it.
i always do
you find strenght in the stranges places told me on the phone as i took my late night walk.
i wasnt sure what i was even thinking.
i told everything that was on my mind, in my sould and such, he only kept trying to be soothing.
dont give up. you are not wrong.
my ass.
you are a fighter.
whatever
the most touching was when the two other people in the room c- 's kinda wife-to-be if you can dismiss all the times their relationship has almost been over due to her cheating, and p.
they all said the same thing.
"we love you very much and will always be there for you. i know i can be a rotten person to take advice from, but trust me on this one. it will pass."
sigh.
maybe
its funny too because last night it felt like , and c were a million miles away.
hmm.
and i was just arguing with p this morning. oh well..thats true love of a family right there...i hate you, an hour later its water under the bridge.