hi kids. there is some strange shite going on today. did i mention first off i was at a resteraunt and found herion? yeah you know its a good day when you go into a bathroom to fix your lipstick and heres some "stuff" staring ya in the face. thank god temptation hasnt gotten the better of any of my freinds lately. besides it was laying on what looked like a broken condom and i wasnt about to prode it so i left it there.
i enjoy spending time with other peoples families sometimes. i never had a good relationship with mine so when other people have grandparents or what not over, i try to come along.
nothing exciting going on today. i have total writers block that is about killing me.
took a short trip to see
and 
this morning. i felt so sad to see the pain in their faces. was downstairs packing and deciding if he wanted to go play the upcoming show or not that the band had. he stumbled around a few times, the light glimmering off his blonde streaked hair. he smiled up at me for a second, the innocence of his blue eyes almost compelling me to rush over and hold him. instead, he stood there just looking at me before he came over for his hug. there isnt much you can say to people in a moment like this. is like a brother to me. we sat in silence for a long time, shared a smoke and he went on a little journey to the corner store.
i went upstairs to the room where lay unmoving under the covers. i felt so much love for her as i stared out at her.she let me sat down on the bed next to her stroking her long hair, i almost felt driven to express my inner affection but it just wasnt right. her doe like eyes were looking up at me. i watched a single tear slip down her ashen cheek. rather than touching her, i escaped the room nearly falling over the couples weiner dog that lay across the floor.
i dont know if there is anything else special going on at the moment.
i feel like i could write forever today about everything that i am feeling. instead...naw. i'll take the easy way out, i need the sleep anyways.
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i enjoy spending time with other peoples families sometimes. i never had a good relationship with mine so when other people have grandparents or what not over, i try to come along.
nothing exciting going on today. i have total writers block that is about killing me.
took a short trip to see
and this morning. i felt so sad to see the pain in their faces. was downstairs packing and deciding if he wanted to go play the upcoming show or not that the band had. he stumbled around a few times, the light glimmering off his blonde streaked hair. he smiled up at me for a second, the innocence of his blue eyes almost compelling me to rush over and hold him. instead, he stood there just looking at me before he came over for his hug. there isnt much you can say to people in a moment like this. is like a brother to me. we sat in silence for a long time, shared a smoke and he went on a little journey to the corner store.
i went upstairs to the room where
lay unmoving under the covers. i felt so much love for her as i stared out at her.she let me sat down on the bed next to her stroking her long hair, i almost felt driven to express my inner affection but it just wasnt right. her doe like eyes were looking up at me. i watched a single tear slip down her ashen cheek. rather than touching her, i escaped the room nearly falling over the couples weiner dog that lay across the floor.
i dont know if there is anything else special going on at the moment.
i feel like i could write forever today about everything that i am feeling. instead...naw. i'll take the easy way out, i need the sleep anyways.
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jynastar:
aw. i'm very proud of my freinds. i can send ya tour dates if ya want. they were just out that way so they should be shipped back soon..hehe
anais:
Yeah, def. send me tour dates if they come to Portland, oregon. I am a partime dj here at my bar and after seeing your journal the other day I played a few songs of thewirs tonight 