it has been a long ass day. i am getting really concerned about 
and 
right now. a few hours ago, i got the hysterical and heartbreaking phone call that had lost the baby. i felt horrible for both of them.
i wanted to come out to their place but i was working. after work, it was even worse because i should have gone to them despite them not answering the phone. i try to hard to make everyone happy and sat around the house and played cards. t's grandparents were in so we were playing with them. i like other peoples famiies.
is still on my case..nuff said.
the more i was thinking about today, it brought me back to the conversation that jameson and i had had about 
. used to be in the same place. it was no secret he had tried cetain drugs and whatnot in the past. everyone had it was a part of growing up. but i had to alway respect on the one hand though. he was a smart boy, he never let anything get to him. he basically had everything. his life was about perfect, the band, graduating depaul at the top of his class, having a baby with the love of his life despite the affections that myself and others had for her, and now it all shatters. the worst part of when something terrible happens to someone you love is that you cant wave a wand and make it all better for them.
heard from melynda today. im so glad that things are working out between her and the band. i think i put up links to daydream of a boys site before but you all should take a listen.
i have earned my keep as a manger i would say..hehe
talked to mikey, we have great plans in the works.
i wonder, do i really scare people off? i was told that today that im kinda a no nonsense kinda chick and that people dont fuck with me because they may not walk out of the tangle with their balls intact. you tell me.
and right now. a few hours ago, i got the hysterical and heartbreaking phone call that had lost the baby. i felt horrible for both of them.
i wanted to come out to their place but i was working. after work, it was even worse because i should have gone to them despite them not answering the phone. i try to hard to make everyone happy and sat around the house and played cards. t's grandparents were in so we were playing with them. i like other peoples famiies.
is still on my case..nuff said.
the more i was thinking about
today, it brought me back to the conversation that jameson and i had had about . used to be in the same place. it was no secret he had tried cetain drugs and whatnot in the past. everyone had it was a part of growing up. but i had to alway respect on the one hand though. he was a smart boy, he never let anything get to him. he basically had everything. his life was about perfect, the band, graduating depaul at the top of his class, having a baby with the love of his life despite the affections that myself and others had for her, and now it all shatters. the worst part of when something terrible happens to someone you love is that you cant wave a wand and make it all better for them.
heard from melynda today. im so glad that things are working out between her and the band. i think i put up links to daydream of a boys site before but you all should take a listen.
i have earned my keep as a manger i would say..hehe
talked to mikey, we have great plans in the works.
i wonder, do i really scare people off? i was told that today that im kinda a no nonsense kinda chick and that people dont fuck with me because they may not walk out of the tangle with their balls intact. you tell me.