ok i had my wonderful boy take more pics of me. its sad caz if you look at the top few pics when i was in my prime and was about 20lbs lighter (then again i looked bulemic in those so go figure) and the new pics i guess it alright.
enough people have been complementing them. especially the ones where im like dry humping the bass at one point. maybe that is why im not allowed in guitar center any longer.
oh well
no big loss. can always get dirty with someone elses junk at another time.
if anyone out there can give me killer ideas for a press kit it would help so much. ddoab needs to pump one out asap caz we have people clammering in the wings for it.
go to daydreamofaboy.com to hear a few tracks that are still posted before the website gets revamped again.
you know that you wanna.
i cant believe that i actually got everything done today that i thought i would.
wanna hear something weird though? people that read last nights journal were under the impression that i was mad at jameson or that p and i were ganging up on people which isnt the case. perhaps i had not made it all clear when i commented about the im situation.
basically it goes like this.
we have a lot of faith in
and he has let us down in the past with some troubles that he has had. but everyone gets second, third and eleventh chances around here.the biggest reason that i still have faith in at the moment is because he has a lot riding on his shoulders and he basically knows this is his last chance and if it comes down to fucking this one up as well hes done. over...
i hate to be cynical but that is what it is coming down to. when you have finally gotten yourself into the situation where you can change every stupid thing that you have ever did wrong and you fuck up again....
i do agree though that jameson had a good point. he reported what he saw going on around him. he had good reason to make the claims that he did.
i was one of the weak people that didnt have the will power to get away from all the coke addicts and found myself stuck in the ring, and it takes people with willpower to get out.
i hope that is where is going to be.
its sad i worry about that boy like hes my damn son or something. sometimes i dont think he has the sense to get out of a paper bag. i hope between myself, p, and his girlfreind we can only nag enough to remind him to stay on the good road. basically if he fucks this up, i hate to say it but we have all talked before and all three of us are out of there. its a cruel thing to say to someone that your love and care about but shit, what else can you do.
people have to learn.
on other news, i talked to a bunch of people that i have missed forever.
sometimes i wonder what is going to happen to everyone when they start moving away.
shit its almost 4 am. and i'm still up playing im tag, working on the message board on the site, playing press kits, reprograming my palm pilot that mysteriously stopped working. i think the battery committed suicide caz it comes on for only a moment and then dies. wont recharge. wont save.
for my next stunt its getting flung out my car window.
ok that is enough ramble for all of you to read for right now.
i do ask though, feedback on the shitty photo shoot. i promise more with a camera that actually works better.
gnite gbye
enough people have been complementing them. especially the ones where im like dry humping the bass at one point. maybe that is why im not allowed in guitar center any longer.
oh well
no big loss. can always get dirty with someone elses junk at another time.
if anyone out there can give me killer ideas for a press kit it would help so much. ddoab needs to pump one out asap caz we have people clammering in the wings for it.
go to daydreamofaboy.com to hear a few tracks that are still posted before the website gets revamped again.
you know that you wanna.
i cant believe that i actually got everything done today that i thought i would.
wanna hear something weird though? people that read last nights journal were under the impression that i was mad at jameson or that p and i were ganging up on people which isnt the case. perhaps i had not made it all clear when i commented about the im situation.
basically it goes like this.
we have a lot of faith in
and he has let us down in the past with some troubles that he has had. but everyone gets second, third and eleventh chances around here.the biggest reason that i still have faith in at the moment is because he has a lot riding on his shoulders and he basically knows this is his last chance and if it comes down to fucking this one up as well hes done. over...
i hate to be cynical but that is what it is coming down to. when you have finally gotten yourself into the situation where you can change every stupid thing that you have ever did wrong and you fuck up again....
i do agree though that jameson had a good point. he reported what he saw going on around him. he had good reason to make the claims that he did.
i was one of the weak people that didnt have the will power to get away from all the coke addicts and found myself stuck in the ring, and it takes people with willpower to get out.
i hope that is where
is going to be.
its sad i worry about that boy like hes my damn son or something. sometimes i dont think he has the sense to get out of a paper bag. i hope between myself, p, and his girlfreind we can only nag enough to remind him to stay on the good road. basically if he fucks this up, i hate to say it but we have all talked before and all three of us are out of there. its a cruel thing to say to someone that your love and care about but shit, what else can you do.
people have to learn.
on other news, i talked to a bunch of people that i have missed forever.
sometimes i wonder what is going to happen to everyone when they start moving away.
shit its almost 4 am. and i'm still up playing im tag, working on the message board on the site, playing press kits, reprograming my palm pilot that mysteriously stopped working. i think the battery committed suicide caz it comes on for only a moment and then dies. wont recharge. wont save.
for my next stunt its getting flung out my car window.
ok that is enough ramble for all of you to read for right now.
i do ask though, feedback on the shitty photo shoot. i promise more with a camera that actually works better.
gnite gbye