jynastar

its so easy to side track. i thought i'd mention the poser comment was taken back. the best way to make things all patched up with mr. p is to completley sidetrack him with iddle talk about boys. i mentioned who was cute, who wasnt, and it got into this whole thing with jameson talking shit about his best friend. i dont know either way what happened. i wasnt there. i can say that yes i have heard it said that he has made comments that is a cokehead. i can sy honestly that from all the time i have known that he has had issues in the past but hes not a fucking drug addict. i am not saying that i am calling jameson a liar because im not. i adore j, i have a lot of respect for him professionally and as a good freind but shit...i can tell you that is among one of the sweetest, most sensitive of my brethren. i cant explain it really. its just that gets this bum wrap from everyone. its just that he is the victim of choice for most people.he has that kicked puppy thing going for him. i dont blame people because he does a lot of it to himself. but still he has worked so hard to get what he has now. no one in the world has worked harder for what they have than did. all those years of slaving away to make his dreams come true. (by the way i know that you are gunna read this soon , i just want you to know that you have always been there for me when i needed a freind, a mentor, and a brother. you are one of the two people in my entire life that have never let me down. is the other one btw. thank you my twin..i love you too)
i dont know. i dont understand why people are so mean to . he finally has the chance to live his dream. let em go with it and see where it takes em.
there is too much fucking drama going on today. amber is way pissed off at me for a dispute between her and jameson when it came to photography. i dont know what her deal was. i dont know why it was a big deal but shes fuming. he doesnt give a shit. its not his problem anyway. she has been bitchy latley to everyone. fuck that.
the conversation is starting to come to a close and its late. i'm looking for cute pics to share in the last few mins of our 3 am chat about boys.
so far i have shown off a few nice little pics of vpl (visable penis line) aka mike loser, of tavi (the lovely travis of stl..the most beautiful goth boy to ever live..leanna you are one lucky bitch), of mikey (the lovely darkskyy1) lets just say that you have been admired by a few people online that are wondering when you will come into chicago so we can prepare our drool cups. there was also a cute pic of and that slipped in there. p isnt a fan of and kinda shrugged it off. on the other hand, i hate to say it but the cute pic of depite their freindship got a thumbs up.
that always amused me about the three am chat about boys.
******: hahahha. he "sounds cute"....um, to say nothing of his naked torso!

Jynacide: it was a lovely naked torso..drool
*****: indeed. he can always stay with me after the metro show. I life right down the street from Metro!
*****: ;-)
this convo is going a little insane now. i think we are going to end up gang raping mikey when he comes in. sorry man. i dont know how you became the 3 am convo about boys topic but apparently you have a great body and a nice smile people say...shush.
oh and mikey if you are reading this for tips the peanut gallery would like more pretty shots of your lovely face not hidden by your hair. you poor thing.
to all that were forced to read this, im sorryto anyone that was forced to read this,
one more side note in reguards to
, thanks for your advice last night. it was appreciated. ((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))) and kisses.
and to p for staying up all night with me to talk about shit, harrass boys to send semi nude pics to us to talk about, it was priceless.
any boys reading this, if you want to send semi-nude pics to jynacide@aol.com, my freinds need more material to talk about. especially if you live in or near chicago...lmfao