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Friday Jul 18, 2003

Jul 18, 2003
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i got a few comments on the pics. apparently only the bottom one is working so i will have to upload some more for everyone.
you would never know it but i hate being online most of the time. its a run down of people saying dumb things that i'm responding to with smiley faces so they think i care.
example: ActualHannah: OMG
ActualHannah: THATS WHAT I SAID!!
ActualHannah: i wanna be the flower girl, id wear an ugly puffy dress if they lemme be the flower girl
Jynacide: hheh rawk
thanks melissa throw some salt in the wound. yeah its offical, love is getting married. and my happy ass gets to be in her wedding. thats the last thing that i want to think about.
you know?
imagine if you will standing in the church with the whole party and watching her getting married to this wonderful guy that is like a brother to me. i feel like a rat because the heart wants what it wants.i know that i should talk to her about it.
the sad thing is caz i dont know what i am going to say to her. i kinda of picture the whole conversation. i know she isnt gunna turn around and be like you are right, i dont want to marry him what was i thinking. that would really be bad.
i want her to be happy. i really do. if he is it then i guess i will get my things and go.
i spent a few hours with jameson getting shit done for the band. the demo sounds good and i'm handing it out at venues already. good deal. i should just put up links for all the shit that i have been doing.my journal can be the local band directory or something.
i had a crazy ass thought when i was at the party tonight. freind plants self on top of me and starts yammering. i look at him wondering if i could summon the power of satanic head explodey to silence his yammering. freind g-dog sits down. hears :confusedtalking and he leaves. i want to leave but all 100lbs of confused is on top of me...bastard. we come up with stupid ideas for photo shoot. apparently its planning to be somewhat classy featuring me a bed and a purdy guirar...hmm. dont mind if i do.
i find it funny all these people are so into the whole naked thing. i really hate my body and i dont care one way or the other. its like whatever.
i think they are just trying to amuse themselves by coming up with stupid photo shoot ideas. just think though ladies, the same boys that giggle about naked being funny have nakie pics in their profiles on here...thats right boys post away on this one.
ok i'm gunna shut up

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