finally had his deal resolved. people are getting over his comments. dumb ass.
went to a huge party last night. it should have been one of the best experinces of the summer but when people drink and get out of control bad things happen. this guy mike started acting like an asshole and punched his girlfreind michelle in the face when he was trying to leave. the hosts sister got involved in this huge fight with dave, dave crashed in motorcycle, all these people started freaking out..etc.
found out something intesting last night talking to jameson that i cant devolge. all i know is that i feel really special after hearing it. what a sweetie. i feel bad though because i was tying to help him with another issue that he was having and after finding out this info it makes me feel like i could screw up that whole deal he has going for him.
hmm, i feel really weird.
i am not really sure what i am gunna do with this whole situation. i really dont want to have this thing with the fat man to explode. i dont want to see him lash out at any of my freinds. i'm not going to say anything more about it.
i'm looking forward to sunday and seeing all the kher crowd.
i had an intresting experince with
the other day that kind of confused me. basically the situation is this. i really do love and care about him but we arent really together and just kind of casually date when we have time because he's always out of town for work and we figured it isnt fair to try to have a relationship that would be based on phone calls and emails for weeks at a time.
it sounds bad but we were at his place last week laying around on the couch when it came down to that whole getting frisky thing again. there are several things to say about
though. he's an extremely sweet, gentle, caring, and wonderful person, he's a beautiful soul and i he will always be an important person in my life. the problem is that when it comes to the whole sex thing, the poor boy needs a road map. it sounds like an asshole thing to say but he is about exciting as watching paint dry. its not that he doesnt try, he does everything he can to try to make me happy but unfortuantley as we were doing our thing he just stopped and came to the realization that he's not going to have an orgasm and kinda curled up on the couch and pouted for awhile. i tried to be as kind as could about the whole situation as it had happened before but, i dont know. i feel like such an asshole about the whole thing.
i feel bad for the poor boy. i think he just gets nervous about maybe me? maybe the last year? who knows? i guess i will never know exactly.
i have actually sat around the last 24 hours and jameson seems to be the root of my thoughts.
told him what happened with
. a sign of a good friend is someone making fun of you for having the worlds worst sex life.
apparently j has some guesses about who
is but wont tell me.
i really want to know.
heres another clue for those playing along at home. her boyfreind is a regiestered usser of sg.