jynastar

one of my friends did something way stupid tonight. wasnt really to blame for the whole situation though. hes one of those that just gets branded into the role of the scapegoat.
had a very funny night at bar chicago today. went out with kyla, mel, lizzie, crystal, anitia,bradley, mike, amber, and the scary twins.
i dont want to even talk about the scary twins. it sounds really mean but they just creep me out. melissa and amanda dont blink. they start at you blankly and finish each others sentences. one would walk to me and start a sentence and the other would arrive and finish the sentence where the other left off. that creeped me out.
went out with me today. we sat around and talked for a few hours at pick me up cafe and shared some cheese fries and coffee. i miss seeing him all the time.
he brushed his hair from his eyes revealing his gorgeous eyes and i was really tempted to make out with him right in the booth.
he's really one of the sweetest souls i have ever met. it amazes me how quiet he is most of the time and here with me he was so relaxed always laughing.
i cant tell sometimes if i am more in love with him or
. its hard because its the two extremes.