jynastar

i havent gotten much sleep lately. the hours seem like days, the days feel like weeks. i'm lucky that i havent accidently killed myself at the rate i'm going. still, its beautiful outside again and i cant wait to get out of my office and go frolick outside with my little freinds. its sad when its only noon and you are already thinking about how many hours until you can go to the club.
still really single. the last relationship ended with me finding out he was trying to screw some little high school girl that is a freind of my younger sibs. i dont blame the girl. she's one of those young innocent virgin type that is just flattered that a 24 year old guy would want to see her tits.
i think part of my not sleeping is the weird dreams that i have been having lately. i'm still lusting after that special girl...still have a thing for the cutie boy that might be reading this. since you may be hearing about them a lot. let the girl be and the boy can be .
anyways, the dreams last night werent really about either of them. i just kept waking up all night with a weird feeling like something was going to happen. you know the feeling?
still trying to find a good pic to upload. mikey (darkskyy1) is going take my pics either next time i come out to stl or when he's up in chicago. we will figure it out.
so you can get the visual all i can say is that i'm 5'6, currently blonde, with green eyes everyone says reminds them of a cat. meow....
well enough of my ramble for the time being...