jynastar

this sounds like a terrible thing to say but you get to that point where you are just too mature for half of the shit going around you. i was at a party tongiht that was pretty good except for the fact that a few freinds of mine were..well
i dont know. its hard to explain but just watching everyone talk around me i realized...
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God Fabian: i just want to give you my pure attention everytime i see you and blow your fucking mind away and i will undoubtedly fall completely but is there time to make things the way 2 people ever want them to be? not now no
God Fabian: when i say you i mean a love
God Fabian: you know


uh wow...help...someone...anyone..sam attack!

its another crazy night online. stupid sam is making me send him pics again dear lord. i have so much to write about but i have to do it later. too many ims bothering me
hahah
i love talking to everyone at night but shit i cant get a word in without people yapping at me.

kinda adviceish for the day: when you can look me in the eye and tell me you dont love me, i will leave.
in about three of my freinds relationships, its happened in the last two days.
i think im next on the list.

its an intersting prespective to talk about everyone elses failed relationships rather than focus on my own fuck ups.
especially a fourth party i have learned is the best to have in the chat. now if i could find someone to solve jameson's issues.
but watching everyone i know and love have their heart violently ripped out, them being jilted as their heart is tosses...
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a freind said they only do what their heart belives is right. i really am wondering about the whole deal with and such.
knowing that was back in town, i got in a talk with patrick last night about the whole thing with as seeing he doesnt know the half of the story.
it turned into a pretty comical chat. i tod him also mikey...
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need some sleep.
i have to get offline, mostly because and have broken up again and are whining to me. its funny caz is on the phone and is on aim...
oh christ.
jameson if you are reading this, i was trying to im you ..ahha

i wonder if you can be drunk or high by assocication. its been a weird night.
it feels like a weekend. everyone i have talked to in the last few hours is either high, pretending to be or remembering a time that they were, drunk or drinking while online or making me wish that i was.
patrick was drinking while we were chatting. it got...
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i wonder if you can be drunk or high by assocication. its been a weird night.
it feels like a weekend. everyone i have talked to in the last few hours is either high, pretending to be or remembering a time that they were, drunk or drinking while online or making me wish that i was.
patrick was drinking while we were chatting. it got...
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i had something in mind for this entry and that all got shot to hell. instead this is gunna be the funny pictures of people entry i think.
i still was thinking of if i should put up this amazingly gorgeous pic of that just makes me melt. instead though i think im gunna give up on that.
and i have have been talking about...
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its one of those days.
i wrote this huge essay thingy that just kind of evolved about that special time of the night that isnt really night time anymore and isnt quite morning. showed it off to a few freinds and they were laughing thier asses off.
talked to seanie about doing some new pics for me caz i definatley need some new ones. we...
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its been a great day. i will have to go into it all later but it ended in watching south park and that can only make you happy.
lots of cute boys in freindster talking to me.
very nice