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i want to be interviewed.

i want someone to ask me a bunch of random questions about me, and my friends, and my life. why i do some things, why i dont do others. why i feel the way i do about shit.

i want to impact someones life. i want someone to look at me one day and think to themselves, "y'know, hes right." i want to change something. i want to go somewhere. i want to be a part of something. i want to be more.

i dont want to be just another average guy. i dont want to be that one kid anymore.

i want to mean something. i dont want to be angry. i want to be chill. zen. everything zen.

most of all, i want myself, and all of my friends and family to be happy in everything they do. even if it is working shitty jobs, living in small towns, and just being us.

i love you guys. all of you. im wiping the slate clean. im starting over. and im bringing all of you with me. im not mad about the drugs anymore. im not mad about the backstabbings and any and all of the other stupid shit thats ever happened in my life. im granting everyone a reprieve. and if youre reading this still, thank you.

say something to me. even if its just something small.

thats all. <3