Its fukin 3:11 in tha mornin...what the hell am I doin on tha damn computer. Spent all my money and now here I am. Sometimes I think its best to just stay home.... away from the BS and just play some video games. I need to get my shit togetha for real.......It sucks not doin what you really wanna do strugglin for what...survival...food ...shelter. Militia Survival------------
On top of that I saw an ex that I have known for 10 yrs..my bros best friend..he is my friend too. I hung out last night and well of course hes getting married n stuff now..moved on. For some reason I just realized it..thats its over even tho it has been over. I guess when your constantly thinkin of someone even when your with someone else you assume shit. Well my illusion is now melted. After 3 strikes your out right? I feel like I just now got my heart back 10 yrs later and now I dont know what to do with it. Which explains why now I'm broke, dehydrated, cant take a shit and I have a headache.
Love is for the birds.
Xini
Phrase of the Day:
Meka Leka High make a hiney ho!
On top of that I saw an ex that I have known for 10 yrs..my bros best friend..he is my friend too. I hung out last night and well of course hes getting married n stuff now..moved on. For some reason I just realized it..thats its over even tho it has been over. I guess when your constantly thinkin of someone even when your with someone else you assume shit. Well my illusion is now melted. After 3 strikes your out right? I feel like I just now got my heart back 10 yrs later and now I dont know what to do with it. Which explains why now I'm broke, dehydrated, cant take a shit and I have a headache.
Love is for the birds.
Xini
Phrase of the Day:
Meka Leka High make a hiney ho!
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trocc:
yeah, i guess you do what you gotta do... i'ma wait for the whole thing, though, i need to give it the proper respect. it's like two gods joining forces for me...
ckylord:
Look Life is too short to be upset. Just go have fun and everything will fall into place. Trust me I've been In that situation. If ya need to talk Privately leave a message in my journal and I'll send you my E-mail address