juude

I'm not absolutely 100 percent sure...what happened in these past 24 hours.

It all started when, I was having a pretty boring day, just hanging out at the usual place when all of the sudden my best friend Zebulon calls me, "Hello?" "I have a bottle.", that's all it took to make a boring day into a potentially interesting night. Especially when "the crew" gets together. Well, things start out pretty well.



It starts off just me and my 2 best friends, telling stupid stories, having some laughs, and deciding that it's been way to long since the last time we got fucked up together. A pretty normal night....



We smoked....


(Zebulon)
We drank....



We generally had a good time, picked up the other 1/4 of the crew, and partied some more...



Well, now this is where is all became incredibly confusing to me. I'm not 100 percent on all of the details of last night... but apparently somethin went down. I know that I woke up today in Zebulons bed, which isn't unusual, I've known the kid for 16 years, but the text messages on my phone from best friend #2, not so usual. I'll give you the short version, from what I take of it, after I got to Zebs' house, best friend #2 and me started fighting. He was apparently mad because I was flirting with some random, and why not? I'm single, and there's no law that states that I can't flirt with who I want to. Well anyways, it became pretty nasty, a lot of out of line shit was said by both of us. But he decided he would take it upon himself to tell EVERYONE that me and him are together? When this happened, I do not know. How this happened, I do not know. I'm guessing he took something I said the wrong way and it came out as "I wanna be with you."

Now...this wouldn't be the end of the world except for the fact that the boy I've been trying to make progress with since....ohh I don't know...6th grade, was the first one "best friend" (and i use the term loosely here) decided to tell first!

Now I'm not only confused about, how this all came to be, but I'm also very very confused about the GIANT!!! bruise left on my arm, that I'm about 98% sure is a bite mark?

And then the LAST thing that seemed to confuse me today, is after spending all day in a knock down drag out fight with "best friend" the boy I'm trying to make progress with, Troy, texts me and tells me "So, I need to hear this story, come over right now." So I end up staying with him from 10 p.m. until 4 a.m. talking and venting about apsolutely everything. And now all of the sudden he seems interested!! GAH! How much more confusion can i take here? Lol. Troy now decides he's going to plan movie days, and hanging out days, drinking days, tells me that I can't move to California because then we couldn't do our late night venting sessions.....I don't even know anymore. I think I just give up trying to understand how today could be such a series of adventure time events.

Anyone wanna try to help me fill in the blanks here? And anybody who did read this blog all the way through, thank you for allowing me to vent and rant for so long. But anywayyyys, it's time for bed. And if you saw this through to the end, here's a picture of me with my new "I love beer pong" socks, and my domo hat ready for bed

Love, Me


p.S.- Two opstimistic thoughts i had today to keep myself from going completely insane....
#1 - Zebulon is an AMAZING best friend. Don't ask questions, don't ask me to talk about it, just when he walks into the room and realizes I'm crying, he packs a bowl and lights it for me I love him!

#2 - I got some amazing socks at spencers yesterday...my beer pong socks (of course), and the most amazing socks I've ever seen, rasta colored socks with marj. leaves on them, and then on one it just says "pothead" down the leg

Sooooo at least I've got that.