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this may come off as a particularly morbid post, but for me its more reality checking sort of thing, so forgive me if you dont like the premise.

so ive been thinking a lot about death. i think death, although often scratched on the surface, is never something people delv deep into. someone i knew just died recently at a ridiculously young age. i went...
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disdain:
skull
nixxx:
Haylo Mista Pwetty, I just stumbled across your profile and thought you sounded damn cool so decided to say hey :o)
And btw, I think about death *way* too much...
I'd like my body to be fed to starving animals so that although my mind is dead, part of me will live on. And I will also have the satisfaction that I let other animals survive because I sacrificed my body to theirs.

Ok, I'm strange, and I know it :-p

-x-
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so my life hasnt been particularly exciting lately. work has been work. sleep has been spuratic. for the first time in months going out to drink seemed like a 'special occassion'. that pisses me off. im going out tonight and hopefully ill run into some kids i havent seen in a while since i got 'tied down'. i have actually had a lot on my...
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shayna7:
Sold . . . wait . . .

As long as I get to wear the kim catrall/mao yin bridal get-up wink
_6deana9_:
sometimes the best times are when nothing 'exciting' is happening.
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well, going back to work has its advantages and disadvantages. having to go to bed early and wake up early is the obvious disadvantage, but hey -- i getting really good at the 10-key. ummm, yea. office jobs suck. wait, actually jobs in general pretty much suck. im gonna have to get used to this 9-5 thing. other than that i guess things have been...
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ginger:
i want to get the tracy lords autobiography.
tarbaby:
gawd i would have LOVED going to that movie thing! i did have fun though-we went to a demolition derby in firebaugh....hicks and mexicans and there was a VFW dance that night,but we decided not to go. i actually had a cowboy type say,"well hey there darlin'. yer the purdiest thang i've seen all day". then i did the two step with him. it was classic.
and what-did you like my new favorite website a bit too much? BOOBAH RULES!!! they will be taking over-just you watch
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hmmmmm...what was it i wanted to say? ......................................... ............................................................... ............................................................. ............................. oh yes, I GOT A JOB!!!! i start at 830am tomorrow. i should probably go to bed.
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lethargy:
where are you working? and you better not be working thursday night or youll have to quit...
madatalice:
way to call or show up or something. cockass.
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i must say i had a blast the other night when ava, magenta, and heather headed out. props to all the SGSAC kids who came out for the festivites (cardcheat, greggster, etc.) and to honorary member downtown james brown for providing the entertainment. anyway -- mixing things up a bit is always good. anyway -- ill be up in the bay area this monday as...
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inhaler97:
someone beat me up to tell you Happy Birthday..
so there..
_6deana9_:
what does 'props' mean?
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so some of the SGSF ladies are coming out to grace us SGSAC kids with their presence. i hope they enjoy the night we have planned for them. in other news i spent the day job hunting still. im starting to think i should lower my standards. but somehow i feel that someone with a BA from UC Davis shouldnt be working at jamba juice....
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midori:
DOOD. I am so in your corner on this shit. FUCK. Why doesn't my BA from Berkeley count for something? I just got a job at a certain healthy grocery store and I fucking HATE it. Its awful. I am not an idiot. So why is it so hard to find a job that A) doesn't insult my intelligence, B) pays enough to scrape by and C) I'm not ashamed to go to every day?
Record store here I come....except, I have rent and bills to pay. Ugh. Good luck, my friend. If all else fails, lets buy ski caps and strong arm our way into our financial freedom.

Edited to correct some spelling and grammar that apparently my BA from Berkeley didn't catch the first time around. Meh.

[Edited on Jul 18, 2003]
ginger:
HOT DAMN! you one sexy beast. holy shit. those are really becoming pictures that make me feel funny in my bathing suit area.

i'm planning a little trip down to CA...SF, SB, LA. maybe i will see you next month. it would radical. then you can come up in september. do it or i'll give you the worst noogie you've ever had.
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so still no job for this boy. im pretty screwed now. more bills than income can only last for so long. ive sold must of my expendable posessions on ebay. hopefully that will help a little bit. my friend took me to see pirates of the carribbean today. i have to say it was pretty good. johnny depp is my official man-crush.

im stressin right...
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evie:
50/50 it is.....we only have a week and a half to hustle, b/c i start work at cosmicdebris.com soon.......so let's cook up some rock!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..................
babybeezer:
I need to see Pirates of the Carribean. What could be better than Johnny Depp as a pirate? nothing, nothing at all. Oh, and when I say I like to go to bed early, I'm talking like 10pm. I'm brushing my teeth right now actually. So the other night when people were still at my house at 2am I was literally on the verge of tears I was so tired.
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well, its been a few days since i last updated my journal, so i suppose its about time i get on that. things that have happened since my last update.
1) met a cool band from ohio at this club down the street from my house.
2) went to a few bbq's for the 4th
3) drank lots of beer. ate lots of meat.
4)...
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tarbaby:
yes,tuesday the foolishline and i will be there. get some sleep this weekend-you will need it
fractal:
sounds like you've been having fun! Missy shot my last set, she's a really talented photographer!
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well, its been a few days since i last updated my journal, so i suppose its about time i get on that. things that have happened since my last update.
1) met a cool band from ohio at this club down the street from my house.
2) went to a few bbq's for the 4th
3) drank lots of beer. ate lots of meat.
4)...
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cardcheat:
The New Oasis rules. We played there with Tiger Army about a year ago. Glad yer havin fun. Hopefully I'll see you tonite. I'll be the guy beating the shit out of some cokehead that pissed me off last week.

Peace!
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so im officially totally broke as of now. overdraft charges are not my friend and have been visiting me frequently this past week. i had my second interview yesterday and it went well i guess. this whole interviewing process is ridiculous -- just dragging it out. i know they knew whether they were going to hire me or not within the first five minutes or...
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genofjanissaries:
fuck work an fuck money...come out to the press club tonight, we'll drink it up...
onefoolishline:
fourth of july reminder # 2!

red hook keg.

i'll call and remind you just as soon as i locate your number.