justplaindoomed

Well, I'm out in Alabama. Visited Nashville yesterday which was pretty fun. I work with a couple of nice folks and a pile of younger peoples that aren't my type in the slightest. i can certainly be social when I need to be but I've never been a party person. Hell, I was never really young when I was young but that's a separate story.

Really I've been living a lonely life. Still pretty depressed after a very depressing breakup. So far I've been trying to setup bike rides to meet people- can't say it's really worked all that well so far. What other things can I do? Aware of the manliness factor I can easily say that I've cried more in the last 3-4 months that I have in the rest of my life combined.

I'm a fun guy, I wanna go out on weekend hikes. I'll go hiking, camping, take bike rides, go on walks, whatever. I just don't know what's happening anymore. Fuck, I sound fucking pathetic. I wanna delete this whole thing but fuck it.

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