THis is a little bit of an email that I just got done writing to a good friend who moved away. I actually don't know if he'd consider me a good friend, but that's okay because I can just pretend 
. Anyways, this is my little public apology to him for being shitty. I've realized a lot of shit the last few days, and this is just a little of it, so what the hell.... I'll share it with you too!
Okay, onto why I'm writing you. I got a tattoo the day after my birthday. Besides the fact that it's itching like a bitch... and I mean bad enough to chop my arm off.... I like it quite a lot. What I've found though, is that not everyone likes it, and I'll be god damned, they'll tell me. Rudely. So I'm writing this to apologize for all the times you showed me your new tattoos, and I questioned your judgement, or let you know it was crooked, or that I hated it, or asked why you got it THERE. What I didn't realize then was how it doesn't matter what the hell I thought... because it's not going to be on ME for the rest of my life... and that there's no way in hell that I'll ever know or understand what it means to you. So yes, I'm sorry for being an evil bitch. I've learned my damn lesson... and I've been thinking about you almost every time some asshole tells me they hate me now. I've also realized that unless I care what the person thinks, I wont even show them it. SO just in case you are like that to, thanks for caring enough to show me, and maybe next time I'll be more nice!!!
Yeah, it takes a lot to get an apology out of me... but there you go... it can happen.
Okay, one more thing before I go. I met a cute girl today with stars on her elbows at a photo lab. Her and her friend were developing some pictures that would blend right in with the ones on this site. THe very first thing that I thought was... hmm... I wonder if they belong. If so: (this is to the cute girl with stars on her elbows) TALK TO ME!!!
Okay, I know that's a long shot... like there's a chance she's gonna pop into my journal during the one or two days that something is written there about her. BUt that's okay, I'll see her again. Okay, I'm off to sleep. Night
. Anyways, this is my little public apology to him for being shitty. I've realized a lot of shit the last few days, and this is just a little of it, so what the hell.... I'll share it with you too!
Okay, onto why I'm writing you. I got a tattoo the day after my birthday. Besides the fact that it's itching like a bitch... and I mean bad enough to chop my arm off.... I like it quite a lot. What I've found though, is that not everyone likes it, and I'll be god damned, they'll tell me. Rudely. So I'm writing this to apologize for all the times you showed me your new tattoos, and I questioned your judgement, or let you know it was crooked, or that I hated it, or asked why you got it THERE. What I didn't realize then was how it doesn't matter what the hell I thought... because it's not going to be on ME for the rest of my life... and that there's no way in hell that I'll ever know or understand what it means to you. So yes, I'm sorry for being an evil bitch. I've learned my damn lesson... and I've been thinking about you almost every time some asshole tells me they hate me now. I've also realized that unless I care what the person thinks, I wont even show them it. SO just in case you are like that to, thanks for caring enough to show me, and maybe next time I'll be more nice!!!
Yeah, it takes a lot to get an apology out of me... but there you go... it can happen.
Okay, one more thing before I go. I met a cute girl today with stars on her elbows at a photo lab. Her and her friend were developing some pictures that would blend right in with the ones on this site. THe very first thing that I thought was... hmm... I wonder if they belong. If so: (this is to the cute girl with stars on her elbows) TALK TO ME!!!
Okay, I know that's a long shot... like there's a chance she's gonna pop into my journal during the one or two days that something is written there about her. BUt that's okay, I'll see her again. Okay, I'm off to sleep. Night
2coolforschool:
interesting.......good to see that you learned from your mistakes.
