warning: wordy blog ahead!
its been a crazy roller coaster of a week...and its only tuesday!
nothing bad has happened, in fact a lot of good has happened. these damn hormones and mood swings sure take the fun out of the good some days
but, you all know me, i can find the bright side in absolutely anything.
monday was just stressful. a long 8-hour day at the doctor's office, full of ringing phones (more than usual), cranky patients, endless files, and slow computers--but, let's face it, i loved it. being busy all day was so much better than searching for something to do! that was followed by a zumba class that, to me, just didn't feel up to par. teaching is honestly getting hard. but i will never tell that to my bosses, because i can't afford not to teach...
***Going Off on a Tangent For a Bit***
...yes i do love love love my jobs, and everyone is so impressed that i can do what i do for as pregnant as i am. and i just let them think its all out of the love. truth is, i HAVE TO. i don't have a choice. i am still busy trying to get back on my feet from the financial downslide that took me from my beloved kansas city back to this town in wyoming. have i ever mentioned that i hate it here? yeah i do, but i need to stay right now...not for me and certainly not for anyone else other than my baby. i'm doing what's right for her. anyways, back to my original tangent---do i want to be teaching this much? hell no! my body is struggling to deal with working 24 hours a week at the office job, teaching 12 hours a week and doing the massage here and there. its a lot and i am tired. and if i had the choice, i would totally cut back. but i can't.
***Tangent Done***
today was a great day, but busy. for a day off, i never stopped. up at 3am, thanks to one of my best friends texting me early in the morning to tell me he was upset that he didn't get laid last night. at 3am, i really didn't care...but, after that i was awake. then my day was filled with classes, a trip to the lawyer's office, more classes, getting promoted at the massage job and then finally coming back home 14 hours later.
with all that i have been through--getting screwed over from every direction the past 4 months, i don't trust much of anyone. i don't trust their intentions, i don't trust their motives, i don't trust anything.
man, i sound like such a bitter girl right now...and actually, i am in a fantastic mood! that's funny.
so, that's been my monday and tuesday...
the kiddo is getting big...and fast. although, i have lost a pound this week. the weight gain thing still bothers me, so if i gain too much in a week, i just really start to watch what i eat.
my overall mood right now...I ABSOLUTELY LOVE LIFE!
its been a crazy roller coaster of a week...and its only tuesday!
nothing bad has happened, in fact a lot of good has happened. these damn hormones and mood swings sure take the fun out of the good some days
but, you all know me, i can find the bright side in absolutely anything.monday was just stressful. a long 8-hour day at the doctor's office, full of ringing phones (more than usual), cranky patients, endless files, and slow computers--but, let's face it, i loved it. being busy all day was so much better than searching for something to do! that was followed by a zumba class that, to me, just didn't feel up to par. teaching is honestly getting hard. but i will never tell that to my bosses, because i can't afford not to teach...
***Going Off on a Tangent For a Bit***
...yes i do love love love my jobs, and everyone is so impressed that i can do what i do for as pregnant as i am. and i just let them think its all out of the love. truth is, i HAVE TO. i don't have a choice. i am still busy trying to get back on my feet from the financial downslide that took me from my beloved kansas city back to this town in wyoming. have i ever mentioned that i hate it here? yeah i do, but i need to stay right now...not for me and certainly not for anyone else other than my baby. i'm doing what's right for her. anyways, back to my original tangent---do i want to be teaching this much? hell no! my body is struggling to deal with working 24 hours a week at the office job, teaching 12 hours a week and doing the massage here and there. its a lot and i am tired. and if i had the choice, i would totally cut back. but i can't.
***Tangent Done***
today was a great day, but busy. for a day off, i never stopped. up at 3am, thanks to one of my best friends texting me early in the morning to tell me he was upset that he didn't get laid last night. at 3am, i really didn't care...but, after that i was awake. then my day was filled with classes, a trip to the lawyer's office, more classes, getting promoted at the massage job and then finally coming back home 14 hours later.
with all that i have been through--getting screwed over from every direction the past 4 months, i don't trust much of anyone. i don't trust their intentions, i don't trust their motives, i don't trust anything.
man, i sound like such a bitter girl right now...and actually, i am in a fantastic mood! that's funny.
so, that's been my monday and tuesday...
the kiddo is getting big...and fast. although, i have lost a pound this week. the weight gain thing still bothers me, so if i gain too much in a week, i just really start to watch what i eat.
my overall mood right now...I ABSOLUTELY LOVE LIFE!
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jst hang in there...you are gonna be fine....i believe it.
and.....how do i go about getting on this "man" list of yours????