justme159

ok, so here's the deal. a few blogs ago, i posted that i had some life issues coming and needed to take some time away. here's the life issue...

i am pregnant

it has been scary and weird...me being a girl that never really wanted to be, but now i am happy. we told our parents last night. all were a bit shocked, but most recovered. my mom, however, reacted just as i had feared. her face fell and she did not say a word.

when i get around my mother, no matter what, i feel like i am a child caught with my hand in the cookie jar. it is awful. but my life makes me happy...and that is what matters to me. in the end, i am hoping that my mother will come out of her shock and understand that i need her to be a mom to me. i need her support and her help. i need her to realize that it is not her choice to make and at the tender young age of 61, she is not too young to be a grandmother.

but, it will all be ok.

Anyways, i will be around a bit more these days...when i am not sleeping all the time. that's all i do now please, keep pm-ing me and leaving me blog comments...i enjoy hearing from everyone.

have a great Thursday!