Saturday Jul 09, 2005

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arg! I was going to paint a mural for these people for like 800-900 dollars..and now I can't find where I wrote their damn number down..

Join me in a collective finger crossing that they call me back... stupid "private number" so I cant just use my phone... gr...

Monday Jul 04, 2005

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Woot! Smash Override is coming out to San Francisco on this July 15th! Its so incredible.. I miss her so much, and now she's coming! And she's going to stay until Burning Man, which means a whole month and a half with my smash-zen.'

She's planning on doing a PhD program in the fall of '06, and she wants to settle in Michigan thereabouts. Her...
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Friday Jul 01, 2005

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Hey! So lets delve deeply into my sexual and all-around freakness.. shall we? Level one.. maybe this is two or three of five... hell maybe it's five.

So after months and months of self ..err.. growth and exploration.. finding out more about myself.. and finally "coming out" in all my crossdresser glory to the 'normal people' in my life (people who arent carnies who I...
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killedwithkarate:
Congratulations on coming to a big decision point in your life. I would suggest waiting to come up with the money yourself because settling into a less conventional gender identity is a very personal experience and I think that you'll eventually want it to be one hundred percent on your own terms. If someone can claim ownership, even in a tiny tiny portion of an aspect of your sexuality or even if people can identify it as something outside of simply you redefining gender (ie thinking of you as the dude who got breast implants from craigslist folks), you may regret having gone the fast route. Take your time, save up and once you're at a place in your life where you're able to afford them, you'll most likely really appreciate the fact that you waited and got your own breasts without any major help, making them completely independant.
rosscoe:
sounds like an important choice, well you want to be happy with who you are definately.

i do think that its a tough one though as a performer.

Tuesday Jun 28, 2005

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Lets see... I'm sure there are plenty of things I should write about, but I'm just not in the mood, but I feel like I should update with something.

So my computer melted again. I have to buy a new harddrive, but thankfully I can use the one with all my stuff on it as a slave drive so I can keep it all.

Pride...
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Saturday Jun 18, 2005

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So I got the coolest job. I work at a gymnastics center that has a circus program in its summer day camp, and I teach circus to little kids now! How frikken radical is that. (since the eighties are "back".. remember radical?)

I swear I had two things to write in here.. but I guess not. Oh.. well Heather moved out here last week. (Has...
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niamh:
Even if I can't do aerial silk....I'd make a kickass ringleader or something, haha.
niamh:
Hahaha, I'm afraid that's the only thing I could do, though! I'm only trained in how to prance around on a stage and sing.

Sunday Jun 12, 2005

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Big Photoshoot tonight.. story later.. maybe.

for now... go here and wait....>>

Sideshow Coyote dot com
rosscoe:
Would you trust this man with your children?

Sounds good!
Its all kicking off then huh? keep us informed!
rosscoe:
Thats really good, i wish someone taught me circus skills and gymnastics when i was 5. I'd be alot closer to becoming a ninja.

Wednesday Jun 08, 2005

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When I got back from DEMF, Harvey, my roommate, the other clown, said she was going to move out come the first. Now, I love Harvey to death, but sometimes she's really hard to get along with, and even when that's going on, I can still be nice to her and whatever and just let it blow over. So although I was kind of upset...
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rosscoe:
I recomment not working with her.
Difficult people are always difficult.. it wont get any easier over time.
rosscoe:
Man... their selling tickets to hell pretty cheap these days!

Tuesday Jun 07, 2005

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I found out today that i'm the father of all lies and the uncle of all tricks.
rosscoe:
See now im just confused.
killedwithkarate:
And the cousin of all cuties?

Tuesday Jun 07, 2005

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I had a weird night last night, yesterday was mostly just about work, so I did all my work, then came home with nothing more to do but wake up the next day and go to work again. (except I'm taking today and tomorrow as my weekend.. so turns out I don't work today.. just wish I had time to get into the metal shop.....
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rosscoe:
I do completely irrational things sometimes.
I think its just because you can, and once your feet stop moving the reasons for stopping just arent strong enough.

I think its pretty good to do irrational things sometimes, you never know what might happen. Random actions give a simple and monotonous life the chance to veer in all kinds of directions.

Keep it up with the pointless journeys i say!
rosscoe:
I just read your most humbling moment.
What a great read, on a more relevent note i always find it funny how you can see things are going to go wrong quite often way before you start, but you think, nah it'll be ok. Lets leave it to chance.
There you go, slap to the face. Chance isnt your friend, chance doesnt have friends.. thats why its chance. It wont do you any favours.

How the hand healing?
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