Yay! I'm gunna whine for a while.
So, I'm moving out to San Francisco in slightly over a month. 36 days to be exact. I had told people before that I was excited, but scred out of my mind. Honestly, I wasnt scared about it. Mostly excited and looking forward to it.
But now I'm terrified I wont make any new friends out there. I mean paralyzed with fear that I"m going to be even more alone than I am here (which would be pretty hard) I dunno.. maybe this is just the first, and the fears will slowly trickle in.
I don't know if anything in particular triggered this fear, but yeah.. I'm completely afraid of that. So much so that I have nothing more at all to add on the subject and yet I want to just keep typing and typing away about it as if that will somehow absolve the fear.
[edit] okay now i'm afraid of finding a place to live.. yup its all coming together. [edit]
But I'm going to try not to do that. I'm going to go work in the garage on my marionette (has to be done before this friday night) and then come in and try to get my kilt at least 50% finished (has to be done before the FLogging Molly concert this Thursday.) The only bad thing about going to work in the garage is that there's no music out there. My mp3 player is broken, and I dont have money to replace it yet (or will ever for that matter...) so I'm going to have to live on minidiscs for a while and cross my fingers for christmas or something.
anyone wanna buy me an mp3 player?
or at least compliment my new profile img? or say you hate it if you want
So, I'm moving out to San Francisco in slightly over a month. 36 days to be exact. I had told people before that I was excited, but scred out of my mind. Honestly, I wasnt scared about it. Mostly excited and looking forward to it.
But now I'm terrified I wont make any new friends out there. I mean paralyzed with fear that I"m going to be even more alone than I am here (which would be pretty hard) I dunno.. maybe this is just the first, and the fears will slowly trickle in.
I don't know if anything in particular triggered this fear, but yeah.. I'm completely afraid of that. So much so that I have nothing more at all to add on the subject and yet I want to just keep typing and typing away about it as if that will somehow absolve the fear.
[edit] okay now i'm afraid of finding a place to live.. yup its all coming together. [edit]
But I'm going to try not to do that. I'm going to go work in the garage on my marionette (has to be done before this friday night) and then come in and try to get my kilt at least 50% finished (has to be done before the FLogging Molly concert this Thursday.) The only bad thing about going to work in the garage is that there's no music out there. My mp3 player is broken, and I dont have money to replace it yet (or will ever for that matter...) so I'm going to have to live on minidiscs for a while and cross my fingers for christmas or something.
anyone wanna buy me an mp3 player?
or at least compliment my new profile img? or say you hate it if you want
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vudugrl:
love the new profile pic. as for a place to live, i dunno. but definately as soon as you get there, find a coffe house (even (in fact, definately) a hole in the wall) and go there all the time. read interesting books, make grumbling noises in the corner, drink like 10 cups of black coffee a day. the friends'll come-a-runnin. no shit, i meet tons of people at the coffee house. really interesting people, too. some freaks, but that's fun too. you'll be fine. and if it sux, come the fuck back, no one wanted you to leave in the first place.
vudugrl:
oh, and maybe join the SGSF group too and introduce yourself. everyone on here is rad.