Finally finished this semester and I am excited. I did well, as opposed to my past college history. I always let girls get in the way of succeeding. They want to fight or be angry and I always let it get to me. The girl I am dating now would be doing the same, but I am just too shut off right now to really...
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You know, looking at what you've written here made me really remember 24 years old, and how hard it is to FOCUS and to TELL SOUL TRUTHS.
OK: If you just want to Fuck and find that Emotional Intimacy scares you (when it gets around the third fifth or seventh month you always somehow know they aint gonna last.).. well thats soooo common. Dude, you are male. Genetically programmed and armed w testosterone which tells you to get with all the lovely fertile females to Spread That Seed. And we are Female, programmed to Plant and Keep and Hold and Care. Genetics AHHRG!
Its beynd morality to control these drives, sadly - thus the number of christian and catholic -and hindu and muslum too- married men sneaking into strip clubs and whorehouses riiight abooout....NOW. Telling their devoted wife "Dont wait up. Hard day at the office. Out with the Boys." While they stopoff at the local RestStop for Roadside Relief, or trick at the local No-Tell Motel. Yep, OUR DADS, Yo.
Well. Its the way of the world so.. stay Romantic, and Get Real asap with people you care about... You dont have to beat yer self up about being a human young male, You could learn how to be very very picky so you will make less shallow choices about when you get tired of or choose new heartmates... We are ALL shallow as we learn how to love & do commitment.
You know: it comes in time. It all comes. We usually meet A ONE (well, and perhaaaaaps even THE ONE) a little later nowadays... our great grandparents married and reproduced at 16, 18, 21! 5 kids by 25, yeow!
Good luck in love, and thanks for the praise... I hope this is useful word from an older stranger far away.
Hah...you like Coheed and Cambria too...all my friends make fun of me for liking them...clearly, I don't care.