justbrian

Thank goodness that christmas is finally over. If one more person tries to feed me their leftover christmas junk food I'm going to shove it up their ass.

Above I suppose is an example of how irritable I've been lately, though I'm not sure why. Last night I was sitting at a fast food restaraunt and some guy was staring at me. It wasn't the catch them and they look away kind of staring, that I can deal with. It was the keep right on staring at you for close to five minutes despite the fact that you've made very direct and deliberate eye contact at least five times in the last two minutes kind of staring. I made a comment to my friend that was something akin to "if this guy doesn't stop staring at me I'm going to rip his fucking face off." Apparently I said it more loudy than I thought, because he stopped staring immediately.

Than tonight I was driving around looking for somewhere to park and some asshat starts blaring his horn at me as I wait for oncomming traffic so I can make a left turn. I had my seatbelt off and hand on the door handle, before even thinking, with the intention of getting out and asking iwhat the fuck their malfunction was. But I decided it was probably not the best idea and continued to wait ffor my turn.

I'm not a violent person, in fact I'm quite the pacifist. I haven't been in a fight since highschool, and I don't even remember the last time I started one. I guess I've just been agitated lately.