justblaze

I havent even written it yet, just the fact that I know I am about to let it out in the open is such an amazing feeling I cannot even put it completely into words. I have been holding on to these feelings for such a long time, supressing them so I wouldnt throw myself under the proverbial bus, that I almost forgot what to do with them when I was allowed to let them go.

I saw "Stranger then Ficton" back in December. It seem to fit things so well, and this song, especially the way it was choreographed in the movie seem to relate to me and my situation so well. Starts off slowly, a quiet little secret, but the more and more it goes on, it draws her in, and unknowingly him as well. Before they know it, they are so close, it catches them by surprise. The moment is so perfect, it consumes both of them.



This is how I feel about her. I cannot take my mind off of her. She is stunningly beautiful, smart, funny, caring, passionate, witty, open minded, has a great sense of humor, considerate ... I could go on and on here. I dont know how I have managed before she came to me.



She makes me want to stand on top of mountains. Let the world know that she is mine. I could not be any more proud. I feel as if I have won the lottery, I feel so incredibly lucky.

She has taken a hold of my heart in a way that no one else has ever attempted or wanted. She can have all of me, take these lips I'll never use them. I cant even begin to describe how amazing this is. The only thing anyone really needs to take from this is this ....