So this is what I get for opening my mouth and bragging about my job. The 2nd raise that was just offered to me was taken away yesterday before I was even given a chance to show if I could do it. My boss didnt want to press me into anything and wasnt sure if I was ready for it yet. Which is all fine and dandy, but dont dangle a significant amount of money in front of me, only to tell me .... oh nevermind, Im a fucking tool and didnt think this through to much. Keep trying to just tell myself everything happens for a reason and all that happy horse shit, but Im fucking pissed. 
Seriously dude, that sucks. I wish there was something I could do/say.