Tuesday May 16, 2006

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I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I cant be a better person.
I'm sorry I cant be a better friend.
I'm sorry I cant be there for you when you need someone
I'm sorry I can't let go.
I'm just a sorry fucking excuse.
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oxy:
you far from a sorry excuse.

your cool....and we all love you

so lets have a happy journal....or i`ll send Martini to kick your ass smile
jennylou:
I am with Oxy... we'll sick Martini on your ass if you don't smile... or I'll just have to actually get up north and do it myself kiss

on a more gently note ((big hugs from someone who has super healing hugs))

Thursday May 11, 2006

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and it gets worse every day.
41 more days of hell.
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martini:
and then you will eat muffins and sushi and be happy.

xo
luciefurr:
Dude cheer up and have a good weekend kiss

Tuesday May 09, 2006

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well, that takes care of late june/july/early august.
now for the rest of the summer.....
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martini:
i like muffins!

xo
luciefurr:
I guess the kittens didnt work eh?

Monday May 08, 2006

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the hunt for a job that wont make me want to throw things beings in the morning.
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charlielove:
thats a tough search... g'luck. kiss
abevigoda:
Lemme know if I can help. Though I pretty much want to gouge my eyes out every day so my place of employment is certainly out of the question. Still I'm local so if there's anything I can do . . .

Friday May 05, 2006

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seems everything is falling apart around me and there is nothing I can do to hold back the wave of chaos. It has flooded the streets and overflowing from the stormdrains. It's lapping the foundations of the houses and sweeping out the bridges. There isnt a tree high enough with roots deep enough to withstand this onslaught.
here's hoping I dont drown.
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mistress_:
sorry frown
wolf_at_the_door:
Hey man life stings like that sometimes. Just remember all waves roll back to the sea eventually, leaving only a watermark in your memory.

[Edited on May 06, 2006 2:03PM]

Tuesday May 02, 2006

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So after working at the rental house for a few hours last night, I remembered something that I learned the summer after I graduated from college; I hate working at rental houses. I'll stay there as long as I have to, but I will be diligently searching for something a bit more rewarding. Coiling cable and loading trucks is all well and good, and a...
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luciefurr:
frown
bahleated:
Bummer. Sounds like a great workout, though. smile

Monday May 01, 2006

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Thankfully that show is over. Now it's on to freelancing for the summer. Just hope I can scrounge up enough work to keep myself out of the poor house. It will certainly be a summer of new experiences and I have a distinct feeling that there is going to be a very sharp learning curve on a great deal of what I will be doing....
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martini:
what?

xo
martini:
i dunno.. you said head..psssh.

xo

Saturday Apr 29, 2006

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well, its official, the stage manager for the production I designed is a complete twit. Even after 2 dry tech runs and 2 dress runs he still could not call a single Q on time. We had the run the show twice last night with me in the booth the second time giving the GO to the board op. The most amusing part is that...
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if:
I can't imagine working with people who can't hit their cues. Is it a student or a pro?

Hope the family stuff works out, you were missed last night.
mistress_:
Sorry to hear that you had icky goings on and couldn't come.
You were missed....

Friday Apr 28, 2006

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last dress tonight, hopefully the musicians show up so I can set levels for their mics. gotta love a tech week when the people in charge don't know their asses from their elbows.
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luciefurr:
Happy friday and good luck tonight ♥
d_day:
Duuuuude, you're totally running my stage when I get all famous n shit.

Friday Apr 28, 2006

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forwarded to me by a friend.
Its an hour long,
it might open an eye or two.
or get me thrown in a detention cell.
either way.
ta2dmom:
I've seen parts of that before. I'm amazed though at what we really don't know. Have a good weekend. kiss
user304975207:
erm, its too early.
kiss
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