Okaaayyy... so I don't really hate life. Sometimes it just gets a little hard to see the good stuff, but it's okay.
The positive is starting to become a lot more obvious. While being separated from the love of my life truely does suck like you wouldn't believe, there are good things too. Like new friends
and having the time to just be me and focus on what I want to do. As much as I love my significant other... when he's around ALL my attention is on him, so sometimes it's hard to focus on stuff for me. 
So things are hard, but they will work out exactly how they need to... it just takes a little faith.
[Edited April 10, 2006 8:50pm] For everyone that is asking why my wonderful amazing man is not with me... that's the military for ya...
It's hard and yes, he has just as hard of a time being away from me as I do from him, but his situation is much worse than mine. Don't worry, he's not in the middle east (THANK GOD/DESS!!!), but he lives in a shoebox sized barracks room with three other guys. At least I am at home in our comfy bed and with my privacy! We've already been apart for 9 months for his training and now those bastards want to send him to Korea for a year!
But, as I mentioned above, this is time for me to work on my own projects and so far the time apart has only made us that much stronger. I see no reason why we wouldn't continue to grow stronger as individuals and a couple. After we make it through this, we can make it through anything! FUCK THE WORLD!
The positive is starting to become a lot more obvious. While being separated from the love of my life truely does suck like you wouldn't believe, there are good things too. Like new friends
and having the time to just be me and focus on what I want to do. As much as I love my significant other... when he's around ALL my attention is on him, so sometimes it's hard to focus on stuff for me.
So things are hard, but they will work out exactly how they need to... it just takes a little faith.
[Edited April 10, 2006 8:50pm] For everyone that is asking why my wonderful amazing man is not with me... that's the military for ya...
It's hard and yes, he has just as hard of a time being away from me as I do from him, but his situation is much worse than mine. Don't worry, he's not in the middle east (THANK GOD/DESS!!!), but he lives in a shoebox sized barracks room with three other guys. At least I am at home in our comfy bed and with my privacy! We've already been apart for 9 months for his training and now those bastards want to send him to Korea for a year!
But, as I mentioned above, this is time for me to work on my own projects and so far the time apart has only made us that much stronger. I see no reason why we wouldn't continue to grow stronger as individuals and a couple. After we make it through this, we can make it through anything! FUCK THE WORLD!
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oh btw I love your pics. the camera likes you