jurasic

I was realeased yesterday...picked up the kids and got to hold them all night...Saw their mom and now that she has custody she doesn't want to go to mediation... She would rather stick me in jail...Good thing my Probation officers know's what she is up... They set me up with a councilor and I am going to get some meds for depression...I never thought it would come to this but I guess my mind can only handle so much...I got a letter in the mail for victums assistance counciling...I am going to get some help for the kids even though she denies they had been abused by her boyfriend...I guess she has been yelling at them, she is impatient with them...They are 3 and 5, ofcourse they are little rug rats... I don't think she understands that they need positive reinforsment not negative...I learned this in anger management last week...Anyhow, I can't help but feel it's my fault they are in this situation...So I am going to take one day at a time and learn patience...Have been thinking of putting a link on here of them so you all can see how cute they are...