jurasic

I've been quite ill for the past week...haven't been partisipating in anything except sleep...Feel like death is waiting over my bed & I imagine what my future is if I continue to keep my reckless ways...yeah I'm a shut in at the moment...got a lot on my plate...I feel horrible about life & want to start trying again...I'm no longer on a liquid diet or smoking...think it will be some time till my body adjusts...I think I will start my training again...I've become soft & need to get back into killer form*

bla bla bla...looks like I'm going to be on my own from here on out^